Hiding from the possibility

Chapter 1 (For the future)

" Ma kailangan po ba talagang pumunta pa ako ng Manila? Its not that Im complaining, but im already contented here in the province." Ako

" Anak, I know that you're having fun here but education in Manila is way better that here. You can gain lots of opportunities there and in that way you can building your own dream." Mama

"But you don't have enough money to support my studies there. It's too expensive." Ako. I really don't want to go there. May mga friends na ako dito. Pero half ng puso ko gustong pumunta doon.

"Anak, I'll be going to California with your dad next week so we can find a better job there. That's why no need to worry about financial support and you can always join scholarships." Mama

"Sige na nga po, tapos na drama Wala na akong English eh, hhahahah" ako

Hala grabe may gana pang mambatok si mama saakin!

" ma grabe parang di mo ako Anak ah! Makabatok toh!"ako

"Ikaw kasi Anak, alam mo naman na Hindi ako nagpapatalo sa English no. Pero sabagay nakakahiya naman talaga na nageenglish tayo tapos nasa probinsiya lang tayo. Hahhaa" mama

Well, yan ang reason Kung bakit ko gustong pumunta sa manila kasi ayokong tapaktapakan Lang kami ng mga tao paglaki ko. Na Wala kaming Pera. Atsaka gusto ko rin na Kapag naabot ko na yung pangarap ko, uuwi ako tapos tutulungan ko yung mga kapitbahay namin dito tapos ako nalng yung magpapaaral sa mga bata or magtatayo ako ng school na maganda yung education Pero Hindi masayadong mamamhalin yung tuition fee. 

Yan ang dreams ko. Sana nga maabot ko yan. Para naman matulungan ko yung mga nangangailangan katulad ko.

Sana nga walang magiging hadlang saakin sa pagaaral ko sa Manila.

Yang love life na yan? Walang space sa puso ko. Yung nasa puso ko lang is:

50% - Family
25% - dreams
25% - people who needs help

Yan Lang. Pero yung taong who needs help but it's for love life? Well, sorry nalng Hindi na Kita papansinin kinabukasan. Masama na Kung masama Pero Hindi ako naaawa sa mga taong lovelife Lang yung important sa kanila.

Ayy. Hindi niyo pa pala alam yung name ko.

I'm Ayeesha Mae Medina. 17 years old turning 18 this December 25. Doesn't believe in any qoutes about love. And if your only priority in life are boys, well you better back off because I am not be the best person for that kind of thing because I was born without boys in my dictionary.

Ayeesha Mae Medina,
And this will be the start of something new.