Blue Eyes

Chapter 17/ Same old love

A couple days later

I was home alone me and Cameron had rented an apartment for us I was what you call living the life yea Cameron Isn't here half the time and I'm always alone I would be lying if I said I didn't miss my family I missed Shawn my Parents and Aliyah Matt,Taylor,Nash,Aaron,Jackg
And Jack J, I truly missed every single one of them it was sad and lonely with out there laughter but I missed one person in general I missed Hayes I know I know I'm dating Cameron and I love him but I don't know if I still have feelings for Hayes i still like him I guess but I miss him I miss his Smile and GAAAWWDD those BLUE EYES ugh I just Miss him is it weird or crazy if you say You miss your Ex!i just Miss I miss Him.

I decided to walk though time square I walk and walk and walk and stop I see someone solo much like Cameron but Cameron is in ten movie scene place I said to my self but that guy was holding another's girls Hand.. There kissing

The person then turns around

I'm shocked

CAMERON! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. ARE YOU DOING !! I yelled

Uhhhhh Katherine I Didn't see you there

My eyes began to swell up with tears

HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATING ON ME FOR! I said

Calm down he said

YOU WANT ME TO CALM DOWN ? Calm down! MY BOYFRIEND OR LET ME SAY EX IS KISSING SOME I DONT EVEN KNOW WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ...your Fucked up I said

Hey! This is not what it looks like ! He said

I wish it wasn't ... I wish

And the next thing I knew I was crying I start running away from them far away I get a taxi get to the apartment and get my stuff and leave I get a plane ticket back to Cali

I get to Cali

I get inside the house no one is home I call Shawn

Hello? I said

Hey he said

Where are you guys ? I asked

Canada he said

Oh okay um tell mom and dad I'll be there in the next flight I'll probably be home with you guys by tomorrow I said

Wait what! Have you been crying ? Katherine Matts in town actually we are all spending Christmas in Canada This year we called Cameron and he said yes ... Wait why aren't you in New-

Long story I need to get going I'll be there in a few hours bye I said

Wait tell Matt that your here do you guys can go together ! He said

Okay bye I said

Bye he said

I text Matt

To Matt 🐲
Hey MATTY I'm in town I was wondering if you want to go to Canada Together ? You don't have to

From Matt🐲
Sounds like a plan to me .. Sure thing when do I come over

To Matt🐲
I'm mean you can come right now and sleep in Shawn's room

From Matt🐲
Okay well I'm on my way see yaaa soon 😂💕

I went to my room to change into clean clothes I wasn't because I wanted to look fancy for Matt I changed because those clothes keeped me thinking of Cameron

There was a knock on the door

Coming I yelled

Hayes ! What are you doing here I asked

Well Shawn told me to wait here with you guys so we can head to Canada together he said

Wait it's only you right? I asked

Nope he said and pointed to the guys

There was everyone waiting to come in

OMG guys I missed you all I yelled

We missed you to they said

Come in I said they all came and I sat between nash and Taylor Trying to Avoid Hayes and Cameron

So let's get something straight were all going to Canada I asked

Yes they all screamed

Okay okay I said with a laugh

Yea .. Katherine can we talk cameron asked

I rather not to I said

What going on between you to asked Jack J

Nothing ! we yelled

Well you have to speak sooner or later said Jack G

I agree with Jack said Taylor

Me too tell us said Nash

I looked up at Cameron he was staring at his shoes

If your not I will .. I said

Cameron ... cheated on me I said

Hayes got up and said That's It! And was about to punch Cameron but Nash stopped him

Sit down Hayes and calm down Nash said

Cameron Nash asked why did you cheat on her

I didn't she kissed me she was like " lets practice" and she turned around and kissed me

I looked at my shoes then some one hugged me

I began to cry

Don't cry and notice it was Hayes i hugged tight and I whispered to him I don't want this moment to end

I doesn't have to he said

Next thing I knew are lips met again

He pulls apart and says

It's been a long time since I felt those lips again

I laugh and I notice every one was watching and Cameron's eyes were Bloodshot

It's over? Cameron asked

I guess it is I said almost about to cry

You can't leave me I said it was her fault I promise he said

I don't know what to believe now I said

Believe in me babe I love you he said

I began to cry quietly

You said you will never hurt me and protect me you LIED TO ME YOU LIED! I yelled

I didn't lie he said

Yes YOU DID YOU SAID YOU WERE GOING TO A MOVIE SHIT AND I SEE YOU WITH ANOTHER FUCKING GIRL KISSING IN TIME SQUARE !! I yelled

He got up and was so close to my face

IF I DIDENT LOVE YOU I WOULD UP BROKEN UP WITH YOU A LONG TIME AGO I WOULD OF I WOULD OF BEEN OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE BABE BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU I REALLY DO AND I FELT HORRIBLE WHEN YOU LEFT I RAN AFTER YOU BUT WHEN I GOT HOME YOU WERE GONE G-O-N-E GONE! THEN SHAWN CALLED ME AND SAID TO COME TO YOUR HOUSE TO GO TO CANADA AND I THOUGHT WE COULD OF TALKED THEN BUT I GUESS NOT YOUR GOING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH Hayes AGAIN !! He yelled

It was silent no one moved or made a sound I began to cry harder and ran upstairs I closed my door and someone knocked

Katherine let me in its Nash.Matt and Taylor

It turned out I forgot to lock the door

They all come in then some one comes running in closed the door and pulls me over them and hugs me ... It was Hayes

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I just love how I SCREW UP 😡😂
I messed up but I fixed it but I don't know what's going to happen next oh and btw guys the chapters are going to be like this or little longer things are getting really deep 

- K A T H E R I N E 💋