Im in Love With A Stripper (August alsina)

I hate him

I hate him....i fill like im never going to be happy again....and everyday it gets worse and worse I CANT MISS HIM ANYMORE!

Kim pov

I wrote in my dairy and put it up its been 2 weeks since i seen or talk to august he wants to see Kaden but i dont allow him to.

He has to understand what he said hurt me deep and i hate him for that.

Today im meeting up with Aden to see wassup with him and life.

I put on some jeans and a t-shirt and some sandals i dressed kaden up in a white polo shirt and some jeans and some little footies. I walk downstairs with him in my arm and the baby bag in my shoulder.

I need to find work because i cant depend on august forever he made me quit my job but i might go back to stripping if times get hard.

I strap kaden up and left ....

I walk inside Olive Graden and sat down i waited aden finally arrived i hug him so tight

"Kimi i havent seen you in a year" "ikr i miss you big bro" we finally let go he sat across from me "aww is this my Nephew"

"Yep he's not a handful as i thought he would be" we shared a laugh at the face he made

"I guess lil man knew what you said" we laughed again we talk and all of that we ate we talk about the show hes on i always wanted to me Taraj she's a complete role model

After a while we said our goodbyes. I walk to the car i sat there for a while and left. I walk up to the guest room and put sleepy Kaden to bed i got on my laptop and started searching for jobs

Then the door opened "hey auntie wat u doing" she smiled climbing on the bed with me

"Nothing looking for a J.O.B"
She laughed

"I want one" She smiled "nahh no you dont its hard work harder than school" her eyes widened

"Never mind" she bust out laughing "well moma said super gone be ready in a little bit"

Ok i kissed her cheek and hug her tight and she left i love that girl she looks so much like me.

I look over at Kaden he looks like august.... I didnt want him to be like me no father..

I pick up my phone and called august....

"Hello" i heard a sleepy voice
Before i could say anything i heard a voice in the back ground

"August who is that" my heart drop. My blood was boiling

I rushed downstairs "sarah watch Kaden for me ill be back i grab my keys i drove over there it took me a good 10 mins seems like.

I unlock the door i set my keys down softly i walk to the kitchen and boiled some water but not to hot i grab a belt that was on the floor

I walk upstairs steady i heard the shower on and the tv on

I bust in the room august was on the bed i threw the water and the pot at his ass i got the belt and whoop his ass...

"Stop.... Ahhh....damn stop......shitt" was all you heard

Then then the hoe cam out the bathroom anger got to me it was the nurse who sit at the front desk i slap her black ass straight to the floor

I punch her square in the nose then august was Tryn get up

"August i fucking hate you!!" i slap him i couldnt control my anger "get up"

"Get up nigga we bout to scrap" i yelled putting my hair in a bun

He still sat there in shock i punch his ass with all my might and left i took off the promise ring he gave me on his first performance

I walked upstairs and put all Kaden things in a bag and grab some of my clothes and i put them in the trunk i closed the trunk and august was leaned on my car

"Dont leave baby im sorry" he begged

"Nah... Im sick and tried of all these sorrys august i fill like im the only one who is trying to fix this relationship i was gonna call you to see if you wanted to see our son but seems like u had other plans" i tear drop

"Look ..."

"Nah aint no look... Its over i HATE YOU August Anthony Alsina and i never wanna see you again!" i pushed him out my way and i left.

I never thought it was gonna be like this i loved this man i gave him every bit of me seems like im the only one trying god help is all im asking please....