Wouldn't be the same

Train Station~

Dan was sitting in his room on his laptop scrolling through tumblr with red puffy eyes, "what am I even doing here.." He was asking himself over and over again. While scrolling he stumbled upon fan art of him and Phil, but it wasn't happy, oh no.. In the picture Dan was alone and Phil was content acting like he was invisible, that stepped over the line, tears started to roll down his bright red cherry cheeks. He had gone 4 months clean but.. It was too much. Dan shut his laptop and made his way to the drawer, he opened it and saw the glint of the razor blade that he had once said goodbye to. With the blade in his hand he sunk down onto his bed and brought the razor to his pale skin. He dug into his flesh watching the dark red substance consume his wrists.

Phil mid - live show heard the whimpers of Dan and cut the live show short "I'm sorry guys I need to leave I forgot i had an appointment I'm sorry!" He said forcing a smile, as Phil shut his laptop he slowly walked out of his room and placed his ear on the door, he heard the agony in dans cries. Without thinking Phil opened the door to a sight he would never dream of or want to see, "Dan..." He trembled covering his mouth with his shaking hand.

Dan turned around in horror unable to say anything. As if in slow motion Dan dropped the blade, the blood from the razor splashed onto the floorboard and the blade made a deafening noise in the silence that surrounded the two boys, Phil that was standing in shock walked over to the bed and fell down a high pitched sound surrounded Phil and everything went black.

Phil woke up to Dan distraught crying over him shaking him roughly while screaming his name in-between loud cries, everything was fuzzy and the room was spinning but to calm down the devastated boy on-top of him he opened his eyes fully and tried to sit up. Phil blinked a couple of times and caught his balance, all senses came back to him while he was trying to recollect what had just happened. By now Daniel had calmed down and was staring asking over and over again if Phil was okay, Phil slowly turned his head towards dans arm and started to sob.

"I thought we agreed to get rid of that thing!!" Phil screamed while trying to catch his breath,
"I know, I know I'm sorry!!" Yelled Dan
He gripped onto Phil while they were both sobbing in each-others arms
A few silent minutes cradling each-other felt like hours, to break the silence Dan finally speaks up,
"I promise I won't do it again.." He whispers into Phil's ear. Dan cuddles up to Phil's neck and Phil rests his head on dans chocolate brown hair,
"Good.. Because I don't know what I would do without you" he pauses and places his forehead on Dans, "I would be so lost."
Dan feels tears start to form in his eyes, he looks up at Phil and after a few seconds of passionate staring, Phil comes closer and plants a kiss on dans lips that taste like cinnamon and malteasers, he pulls away and whispers, "my life wouldn't be the same without you, I'm so glad we met at that train station.."
"I love you Dan"
"I love you too Phil"

Sorry if I made you sad~