Save Me from This Misery

Depression

Sworn to secrecy, I present to you the heroine diaries of Lily
Can such actions be undone, or can it be controlled?
One ponder upon the stars, the beauty, the essence ,the true visions of reality
The fear of being looked down upon on
She is bounded in chains, that must be broken free.
She smiled, she laughs the agony away
But it still tends to grabs her and takes her down.
Is this the fate she's willing to take?
"No! No! I am myself, It's my life and my choices!" She yelled
She fights, she yells, she even summon a savior to save her from this darkness
Nothing work!! "mirror mirror on the wall, who is sinister of them all?"
Her vision aches with fearful illusions, her mind fills with delirious thoughts, her heart races, finger tingles, stomach eating her insides.
Panting, dark memories tends to haunt her
Sitting alone rambling to another self
She can't handle this tortured memory
The knife pierced through her porcelain beautiful skin, crimson liquid gushed out from each mark that's made
Heart beats faster, her smile increases ecstasy, yet she feels beneath contempt
As her tears falls down her happy saddened face, everything will go away
Everything will go away.... Your pain shall be erased and you will be free from the misery
Lily looks up to the ceiling, counting as she starts to become woozy, "I'll be alright, I'll be saved."

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