Chasing Jaime. (A Jaime Preciado Story)

Oh What A Waste Of A Perfectly Good Clean Wrist.

"I'm sorry." I stepped toward him to give him a hug and he backed away.

"Kells?"

"Don't touch me." He said harshly.

"Baby, I love you.."I felt like I was going to cry now.

"No you don't." He rubbed his side.

"Yes I do Kell. I'm sorry I hurt you."

"NO YOU'RE NOT! IF YOU WERE SORRY YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT!" He screamed at me and ran off the bus.

"Kellin! Please come back! Kellin! Stop!" I begged and fell to the ground crying.

~dream end~

"Baby! Wake up!" Kellin was shaking me.

My eyes shot open and I pulled him into a hug.

"Please never leave me. Please." I cried into his shoulder.

"I'm not going anywhere baby. What was going on?"

"I had a dream that you were scared of me, and you thought I done that I purpose. Like I meant to hurt you. And you left Kells. You ran away from me."

"Well evidently you don't know me very well, I am not scared of you. I could beat your ass in a second." He kissed my shoulder, because we were still embraced in a hug.

"I love you so much Kellin." I laughed.

"I love you too Victor. Now go back to sleep it's three am."

I smiled and laid my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat and feeling the slow rise and fall of his chest.

-8:30 am-

I woke up and slid out of bed. I need to talk to someone. I went over to Mikes bunk.

"Mike, are you awake?" I whispered.

"Leave me alone Vic. I don't feel well. I just want to sleep until show time." He sounded pissed off.

"I'm sorry. I love you Mike."

"I love you too Vic. Now go the hell away."

Well that's out. Maybe Tony is awake.

"Tony are you awake?" I whispered into his bunk.

"Living room watching ninja turtles and eating cereal." Jordan whispered back with a chuckle.

"Thanks Jord."

I walked into the living room and he was the only one in there.

"Hey Tone, can I talk to you about something?"

"Yeah man. What's up?"

"Well, yesterday, Mikey and Kell were fighting and they wouldn't stop. Right? So I yelled at them and I went in the bunks and picked Kellin up and carried him in here. And I yelled at them again. But the point of this story is, I bruised the fuck out of Kellin's ribs. His ribs are blue and purple...I feel so bad Tone. He says it's ok, but he winces every time he moves. I feel like a shitty boyfriend.."

He just looked at me in shock.

"Wait what?"

"Yeah, I hurt him.. I feel so bad.. He says it's ok, but I feel terrible."

"It's not like you meant to Vic, just be more careful. People will think things."

"I really didn't mean to.. Tony I don't want him to be scared of me. I didn't mean to hurt him at all.." I started crying and Tony pulled me into a hug.