Chasing Jaime. (A Jaime Preciado Story)

I'm Not The Reason That You're Insane!

A/N - hey guys. I fell asleep lastnight or this would've been up around 2am. I don't really know what to say here.:/ I don't really know how to "tag"people on here. But I know she reads my story.

So I'm going to "dedicated" per-say this chapter to @Carmen_Happines. She is the ONLY person that had commented. And her picture is of her a PTV. So there you are darling. Muchlove.<33

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*Kellin's POV*

I miss Vic. I miss Vic so much. I can't wait until this tour is over. We Skype and we talk on the phone and text but it just isn't enough. Two more weeks. I can do this.

"Kellin! Come on we are going out!" Jesse yelled.

"I'm not getting out of the bed." I wrapped myself in the fluffy hotel blanket.

"Kell, you have to have some fun. I know you mis Vic, but you have to have some fun."

"Fine. Just this once." I got up as changed into some jeans and an anthem made tshirt.

"That's the Kellin I know and love." Jesse jumped up and lead me to the door.

"Where are we going?"

"A club! Drink time!" Jesse yelled.

When we made it to the club I seem the other guys straight away. All drunk and dancing. I need to cut loose.

"Kellin! I challenge you to a drink off!" Justin yelled and pointed in my direction.

"Someone get me a bottle." I said with a smile.

Jesse handed me a bottle of whiskey and counted down.

"3...2...1...chug!"

I put the bottle to my lips and swallowed as fast as I could, it burns but also kinda feels good. It numbs my loneliness. I finished my bottle and seen that Justin still had about half left.

"I am the winner! Suck it bitch!" I screamed and jumped up.

"Damn Kell." Justin slurred.

"It's because I am batman muthafuckaz!" I yelled. "Hit me again."

After a couple more drinks I know I'm drunk. I'm stumbling around on the dance floor, dancing like an idiot. I grab another bottle of whiskey and swallow half of it in one long chug.

"Take it easy Kell." Jesse stuttered.

"I'm not even that drunk!" I slurred and fell onto Jesse shoulder.

-the next morning-

I open my eyes and the light is fucking killing me. Dammit what happened lastnight?

I got up and went into the small living room to see all of the guys passed out all over the floor. Except Jesse. He was in the kitchen.

"What happened lastnight man?" I whispered to hung over to speak up.

"Justin challenged you to a drink off, you drank a bottle of whiskey like it was water, and after that you wouldn't slow up on the drinks. You're lucky you are in the hospital after that much alcohol."

"My head is killing me." I sat my face in my hands.

"Kellin, I'm going to tell you something but you can't freak out, and after I tell you we can forget it ever happened."

I just stared at him. I'm kinda scared.

"You were making out with some dude lastnight. At the club. Noone saw you but me. And the guy was too drunk to even remember."

"Oh my god. What if Vic finds out? Jesse I can't loose him."

"As long as you don't say anything and I don't say anything he won't find out."

Just then my phone buzzed. Vic is calling, act natural.

"Hey baby! I miss you so much."

"I miss you too Kell. I tried to call lastnight."

"The guys made me go to some stupid club with them. Evidently I've been like a zombie lately."

"I have been too. I miss you so much. I can't wait for you to be home."

"Vic I have to tell you something. But I don't want you to be upset ok?"

Jesse gave me a look like 'what the fuck are you doing' but I have to tell him.

"Anything Kell. What's up?"

"Lastnight at the bar, I downed a bottle of whiskey in a drink off, and evidently I made out with some dude. But I was drunk off my ass Vic. I'm soo sorry. I didn't even know what I was doing. I just love you soo much." I was crying by this end of my little speech.

"Wait, you...but..." He started crying.

"I'm so sorry Vic. I was so drunk I didn't even realize what was going on. Please baby, please stop crying."

"Kellin, why?" He was sobbing.

"I was drunk. I begged the guys not to make me go to the club. Baby, please forgive me. I'm so sorry. I love you so much."

"I love you too Kellin...I forgive you."

He didn't sound like he did.

"I miss you Victor."

"I miss you too baby."

"I have to go, I've gotta start getting ready for the show. I love you."

"I love you too. Ill Skype you right after the show."

*Vic's POV*

I forgave Kellin, I love that boy more than anything. It hurts though. It hurts so bad. I'm home alone. Natalie and Jaime are out getting baby stuff. Mike is god knows where. And Tony is out with Jordan. I walk up to the bathroom.

"Hello old friend." I say as I pull out my blade.

Once little red line. And then another. And another. Before I could stop myself I was covered in blood. My head felt dizzy.

"Vic?" I heard Tony yell. Shit.

"Vic, I know you're home."

The bathroom door creaked open.

"VIC WHAT THE FUCK?! HOLY SHIT! JORDAN START THE CAR!" He screamed.

My vision was going black.

"Hold on buddy, I'm getting you some help."

*Tony's POV*

"Kellin calm down! Kellin stop crying!"

"It's all my fault..he tried to kill himself because of me..on on my way home."

"Ill see you when you get here." There was no sense in telling him not to, he was going to either way.

"Tony oh my god what happened?!" Jaime yelled walking In The room.

"I just came home and he was on the bathroom floor covered in blood. I thought he was done with all this."

Jaime walked over to Vic, looking down at him. A tear fell down his cheek.

"You have to make it. You have to..." He whispered holding Vic's hand.

"He going to make it Hime."

"He has to make is Tone." Jaime was crying. I just pulled him close and held him. He sobbed, no this wasn't a sob. He was bawling.

"He has to make it Tony, I can't loose my Best friend."