I'm the Anonymous

Chapter 7 - Josh

I think she'll find out. I made it really obvious with my awkward leaving. Melanie interrupts my thoughts.
"Hey baby, you ready for me?" She asks. I'm so sorry for my attitude. I really don't want to be doing this to Lauren. Ugh, if I stop now, Melanie will tell Lauren, because she hates her.
"Yeah..." I tell her sick of her bullshit. I can't do this anymore, but I can't stop as well.

I hear my phone ring. Shit! I didn't call Lauren! I get out of bed, it's 2:00 a.m., let me mention. She goes to bed at 23:00 p.m., the latest. "Hello? Babe?"
"Hi. Where are you? Why didn't you call me?" She's almost screaming in my ear, "Babe, babe, relax Lauren! I forgot, my mom and I did a lot of work, and I was really tired." I respond, now mad.
"I'm sorry. I just got really worried and you know. I'm sorry baby. I love you. Good night." She says and hangs up. I get on fire whenever I hear her say "I love you". What an idiot I am. Maybe I should tell her about what's been going on. What if she decides I'm not good enough for her? Which I obviously am not. She deserves the best. I'm not the best. I love her. And again, while I think, I'm interrupted by Melanie. In 2:30 a.m.. What the -. "Yes?" I ask rudely, "I just wanted to check what you are doing, because you are online..." She speaks. "MELANIE YOU ARE NOT MY GIRLFRIEND! Don't fucking bother me. Why do you care? Don't think that there's something between us." I answer, being sorry for how brutal I am. "You're right. Just know that I'm here if you need me. Bye." She hangs up. God, please make me stop. I don't want her. I love Lauren.