Idk what anything is anymore. People ask me questions that I don't know the answer too. Why. Why is the hardest question to answer. And honestly, I have no idea. I don't know why I am doing the things I'm doing, or even how to do them at the moment. But the more people "interrogate" me, the more torn I become. I want to make everyone happy, I don't want to start another war of emotional roller coasters. I'm not sure how much more I will be able to take, I've been more on edge and stressed out lately. I wish that it could all end.
