So yeah I know I ok you guys I'm not adding any more chapters but this is important.
Remember that authors note when I started talking about Ryan? Well I was king through all my chapters and i was editing and I completely forgot about it.
Well I'm crying now. Ryan was really special. An he had a great place in my heart. I loved him. He forgave me we were practically best friends.
One night he couldn't take it anymore. He told me he was going to kill himself. Well I tried to talk to him. But once it was 12 he stopped replying and reading my messages.
I decided to sleep it off maybe he was joking. I still didn't hear anything in the morning so I went to school.
I came back and got a message from his kik account. Saying he took his own life. I called my best friend screaming and well yeah.
I still miss him a lot and his words. I'm still trying to get over it but it's really taking time.
Love you Ryan 💖❤️
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The Only Reason
Fanfiction"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I though...
