We meet again

Gallifrey

"So Spock told me about your story.....pretty tragic...." Said your friend James Kirk who you considered  a brother. 
"Yeah James it's not ....a fairy tale. "
"Would you mind....I don't know telling it to me....I mean  if you don't mind"
"Sure.."
It won't be a problem you thought, you've grown close to each other. You've only been in star fleet for a year. You were now 21. He was the person you could tell anything and come to for emotional advice -which you didn't need-......
---------------19 years ago---------------
"Will she survive?" Asked your mother who had known you for only three years. You have gotten into a rather bad accident and you were three. It was unlikely for you to survive. Even if you were time lord and could  regenerate, you couldn't this time. The crash had affected both your hearts.
"No. I dot think she will....I'm sorry Althana."  said the doctor to your mother Althana.
"I believe you must say goodbye to her....unless you want to see her dying..."
Said the doctor and he seemed sad.
"Honey,sweety we should go...I can't watch them disconnect her. " said your father.
"Okay.... Good bye Y/N..." Said your mother crying. They left while your life slowly started to fade away....
---------------5 days later----------------
"She's waking up!" Said an unknown voice you later came to know as admiral 5. You have been stolen from your parents to be a science experiment. They made you immortal and took away all feelings. They were moulding you into soldier, an unbeatable, soldier. No fear to give you excuse to not pull the trigger. No mercy so that you are always victorious. No love to make you be sad when heart broken. No happiness to let you forget about your soldier duties. No sadness to make you think about what you have done. You were one of the 100 children there and only you survived all the torture and chemicals they gave you. You were fully immortal by the time you were six and you were told to be a legend. A bad legend. Gallifreys secret weapon. Everyone in the laboratory thought you would fight in the last great time war but you didn't. The war came early, you were six..........
---------------Six year old you------------
You were sleeping very nicely. It had been three days since the war started. They wouldn't let you fight, you were under age. You were minding your own business doing what you loved the most, learning how to fly a TARDIS in a simulator. You could hear footsteps in the laboratory which you called home. You have been there for three years. You had graduated grade twelve of time lord academy. You heard bullets and you did what you were trained to do. Hide,get a gun, and finally kill. You were getting your gun when suddenly *BOOM CRASH BANG* they broke your door down. The dalek kind the most evil thing in the universe stood before you. You killed them. A TARDIS which in present day is your TARDIS came and rescued you. That was the day you met her. You spent a whole year looking around in her to see what you could find. You found all kinds of interesting things. She had thought you a idea of feelings so you could feel things but you weren't that emotional. When you turned seven you decided to go around the universe and time. You saved civilizations through time and space.
--------------You were eight -------------
When you were eight your TARDIS was experiencing problems so you landed in Vulcan - a lovely planet by the way - and decided to look for help. You found a young boy age eight crying. His eyebrows were weird and so were his ears and haircut.
"Hello? What is wrong? What's your name?" You asked the boy.
"M-My name is S-Spock.... Who are you?"
Asked the young boy named Spock.
"My name is Y/N... What is wrong?"
"Well....I am half human and half Vulcan.....wait how did you get here if you're human? No humans have been cleared  other than my mother to come here..."
" I am not human, I am time lord I resemble humans but no, I am not human."
"Oh...why are you here?"
"I asked you first why are you...." You stopped. You examined him. You weren't good with feelings so you had to think...
"Why are you upset" you resumed.
"Well I was told my father was a traitor. I was told I belong no where. "
He said and he seemed rather sad.
"Well..... The universe decided you to be here....you being born is time locked...."
"I- sorry? Time locked....what is that?"
"Well it means you were going to happen like it or not.... I know when events can change and you being born is time locked....you can't change you being born . I bet them being born wasn't time locked so that means they aren't important. You Spock are important." You explained to Spock. A ghost smile came on his face. You talked and walked. You had fun and asked him if he had any emerald parts. He said his father would so you went home with him. His mother was happy  he had found a friend. His father....he was.... something ... you couldn't really tell. You stayed for two weeks and went to his school. You beat up anyone who made him feel unwanted. He had grown rather fond of you and you had grown rather fond of him too. You fixed your TARDIS and you left. You promised to see him again. You wrote about him in your diary. You wrote about how adorable he is and how much you had a crush on him.
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You traveled around and saved galaxies and races. You wrote about how much you wanted to see Spock in your diary. You traveled around and then six years later....
-------------- you were 15 ---------------
"Greetings, I hope I haven't come in a inconvenient  time.." You told Amanda, Spocks mother.
"Of course not darling ! You should have come before! How are you?!" Amanda asked you a lot of questions and you answered them.
"Father I will apply for the academy. I will not become ambassador!" Said a rather angry Spock.
"Spock, that academy is not useful. I find your decision rather illogical!" Said Sarek, Spocks father. 
"I- hello Y/N. How nice of you to stop by. I haven't seen you in six years. How have you been?" Asked Spock who's attitude had changed. He was rather handsome. He was tall and he was strong. He had a nice face and you thought his ears were still adorable. You on the other hand were beautiful to him. You were all he would ever ask for in a companion.  You talked and again you stayed for two weeks. You visited your old professors at the Vulcan school. You left after two weeks. He was rather sad but he wouldn't show it and so were you but you wouldn't show you were sad either.
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You continued to save universes and save races. You continued to wander around the universe and  travel through time. You couldn't forget Spock. You still wrote about how perfect he was and how me you would love to visit him again. You had found yourself in ~Love~.
------------back to the present-----------
  "So then here I was a year ago in the ship and you know everything from there."
Your friend looked amazed and rather surprised.
"Ye-you like S-Spock? Like you love him?"
You then  realized that you have said how you felt about him.
"Y-yeah you can't tell anyone !" You said rather terrified.
"I promise I won't !"  Your friend sounded rather happy. He knew how Spock felt about you and now he knew that his feelings were returned. He wasn't allowed to tell anyone. That for him would be hard....