My lifesaver ( MB fanfic )

Alone. ☥

Mariah Pov.

* I wake up * then I grab my phone to see a video message from Travie. I open the message & click play , Travie starts to sing open road by Chris brown. I start to cry ... as the video starts to end travie's words were "goodbye Mariah , if all do is hurt the only girl I've ever loved I feel I don't deserve to live , I love you. *the video stops* I start to think , OMFG NO! NO! NO! I try not panic. ---

I run as fast as I can to Travie 's house.

A/n : he only live a few blocks away --

I start to breath heavily while tears slowly travel down my face. As I almost reach Travie 's house I see police cars , fire trucks , ambulance..

I fall to my knees & break down. I screamed "why" repeadily , because I just don't understand if he loved me why would he do this , this solved nothing. I was gonna take him back , I loved him with all my heart. I just don't get it. 😔 I'm a terrible person , it's all my fault.

I see travie's mom walk towards me in tears with a piece of paper -- she hands it to me & walks away.

I start to walk home. Tears still rushing down my face as some start to dry , I fold up the paper & place it in my pocket. I walk in my house and ran to my room I was anxious to read this paper. I start to read the paper.

Dear Mariah ,

Please don't be mad. Don't think to much about this , I know it makes no sense just trust me it's not your fault There was alot I was going through and you'll never understand but You were the only one I cared about that's why I wrote this letter to you , your the only one who deserved an explanation. Go out there and chase your dreams your so talented and beautiful , I hope there's someone out there who can love you better than I did.

P.S this letter is a piece of me , don't ever forget it , I love you Mariah.

Love , Travie Parker.

--------------- end of letter ---------------

This letter made me feel a Lil better and Travie will always have a place in my heart , I don't think I could ever love anyone else like I loved him. I heard a honk outside and seen my parents waiting..... It's time to go to college. "Oh great" I say sarcastically to myself. I go downstairs to get in the car. *I slept the whole ride. Only because the silence was killing me , it made me overthink.

At UCLA.//

I get out & go to main office to get my dorm info & schedule.

I got room R1026 which was weird that was Travie's birthday. That made me smile.

-- anyways I wonder what my roommate will be like. : ) I'm shore she will be perfect.

I walk in the room, to see the most perfect people.

~ a girl with long beautiful hair and such a pretty smile , she looked so sweet.

~ there was also a boy 😳 he was Beautiful , they resembled alot.... I couldn't help but stare into his eyes they were so big and cute. They had similar hair but his was more Afro - like lol he seems beyond perfect.

Jacob pov.

---- talking ----

Jacob: uhh hey

Mariah : hi : ) *blushes*

Jacob : I - I'm Jacob

Mariah : I'm Mariah

Jacob : well I'm gonna uhh go now * says nervously & leaves *

--- end of chat ----

Millenni's Pov.

--- talking ---

Millenni : don't pay him any attention he's wierd , but I'm milleni.

Mariah: I'm Mariah

Milleni : well I guess we're roommates lol 😃

Mariah : yup ..... So is that guy your boyfriend 😳

Milleni : heavens no he's my brother lol where you get that idea 😂

Mariah : umm Idk just being nosey sorry 😂

Millenni : your fine 😂

Millenni : well get settled in maybe we can grab a bite later with Jacob and friends ☺

Mariah : sure that would be nice 😃

-------------- end of convo --------------

Mariah Pov.

I put my things up & got dressed. I don't really care what people think so I just put on a graphic tee , some sweatpants & red vans & I left my hair natural . Basic right yea I know. As I picked up my clothes off the floor I started to think of travie a little but I have to remain calm I don't wanna ruin everyone's night w/ my problems.

As I start to walk out I fake a smile. .

I left the bathroom & came out so we could leave.

Millenni Pov.

Millenni : you look cute : )

Mariah : thanks Gurl I just threw this on lol

Millenni : I wish it was that easy for me it's take hours for me to get dressed especially w/ this hair 😂

Mariah : your hair is gorgeous tho 😂

Millenni : thanks Bew.

Mariah : so who's coming with us tonight

Millenni : just a few friends don't worry it's a suprise 🌚

Mariah : okay 😂

-- they both leave & go to a cafe on campus.

Author //

Hope you like : ) I tried to make it longer lol but I failed 😂😫 but COMMENT & VOTE PLEASE!!!