Hacking into my Hyper-linked Heart

Chapter 8- The Unsettling Feeling

I was shocked to see I had a few emails from Chris, which made me smile. I clicked on the first message he sent me.

From Chris:

Don't worry, I will watch my back... all you girls just are waiting to touch me and kiss me and... well, you get the idea :P

Congratulations on using your brain cells, what gave it away that I don't have the skills to be a criminal? Maybe my sexy face? Or maybe just my interactions with you may have caused you to like me, so you know a guy you like couldn't be a criminal ;) And darling trust me I am not going through a stage called delusional, but I maybe going through a stage of... well it's better if I don't say :)

On a serious note....I may annoy you or talk nonsense, but I would never gloat over something that may mean a lot to you and I don't have any intention on upsetting you. So what, you're going the opposite way, just stop and think about what you're doing and make it right, we humans have many choices and many paths to choose. Just take the time out and think about the path you need to choose to conquer your goal or whatever it is.

Love CC

I re-read his message again making sure what I read wasn't just an illusion. He doesn't have any intention on upsetting me or gloating about something that meant a lot to me. It's true, he can be annoying and talk so much crap, but his sincere words made my heart skip a beat. Those words made my day, I instantly felt happy; I didn't feel like moping around the house with a hangover. I wanted to jump up and down and run around the neighbourhood because Chris Chezny's words lit something inside of me which made me want to explode.

I took a deep breath in as I tried to calm myself down and clicked on his second message.

From Chris:

I'm waiting for your reply

Love CC

After reading the message I clicked on the next one

From Chris:

It's the next morning and still no reply :-/

Love CC

I smiled to myself feeling happy that Chris was waiting for my response. I clicked on the last message which was sent yesterday evening at 7 before me and the girls went out.

From Chris:

No reply....

Have I said something that has upset you?

Love CC

My heart tightened as I imagined Chris being unsettled or worried that maybe he has upset me. I don't know why I was feeling this odd sensation in the pit of my stomach, it seemed like guilt; guilty for not messaging him sooner. Why am I feeling guilty? It's not like he means something to me.