How to love a blind boy. (Boyxboy)

Day one at a scary school.

I whimpered looking at my step dad he was throwing things again. Mom was at work and I had just gotten home from school. He didn't like my hair. He was furious.. And drunk. "Daddy don't you like my hair?" "You look like a f*cking f*ggot! How could my son ever look like that!?" He growled grabbing my hair and dragging me upstairs. He pulled out a box of moms hair dye "daddy no! Please I like it!" He slapped me with the box "shut up brat! Before I send you back to England!" "No!" I screamed pushing him off. He didn't like that. Oh no.. I ran off running to my room and locking the door. Mom said to always lock it if she and dad weren't home and I was in trouble. There was no key to the door. Only mom had it around her neck. I ran and hit behind my closet when I heard a shot.. He shot the lock. I screamed when he walked in drunk pissed off and with a loaded gun. He grabbed me by the hair dragging my back to the bathroom to dye my hair. "Daddy no it's my favorite color!" "Then let's make sure your bratty little eyes don't see anymore f*ggoty colors!" He yelled and poured the dye into my eyes. I screamed and kicked. It burned. He was rubbing the dye into my eyes. I can't see! I want mommy.

End of flash back.

I guess I froze because he was shaking me. I don't know why. I shook my head and pulled the hood of my jacket on "s-s-sorry" I stuttered. That only happened when I remembered.. I could feel his eyes on me. "What happened? What were you thinking about? You're crying." He asked "j-just please d-don't c-call m-me b-brat.." I stuttered. "Yeah yeah sorry.." He mumbled and held my shoulder walking us to what I'm guessing is class. I jumped when I heard the bell sound. I guess that mean everyone was on their way to class now. I followed close to Nate scared of getting lost. He pulled me into class by the hair when I got distracted and almost lost. I kept thinking back to that moment. I was whimpering "p-p-p.." I stuttered I couldn't even get the word out before he pretty much threw me into the bench on the bleachers. I was holding my two books tightly still "put those in your bag idiot." He told me sounding annoyed. I quickly did and lowered my head trembling. I could hear him and other guys laughing. I don't think he likes me.. The teacher took roll calling out names. When he got to mine. "Blue Jackson! Who the fuck names their kid blue..?" He grumbled. "H-h-here." I stuttered looking towards the voice "right.. What's wrong with you kid don't those damn eyes work? They would if you moved the damn hair out of your face." I looked directly at the voice and removed my hair from my eyes. Their were stained with brown dye. That was never going to come out. The teacher fell silent when he noticed and so did Nate and his friends who were laughing at me. "I'm blind sir. My father poured hair dye into my eyes when I was seven years old. If you'd like continue to talk crap about me for my blindness is most enjoy finding my way to your boss." I said without emotion. Feeling a bit of confidence. Everyone was silent for a moment "I-I see. I'm sorry son it says nothing on my roster about your needs. Who is your guide?" "I don't know his name. It's like Kate or something. It sounds like Kate. Mate maybe..?" I shrugged "Nate I'm guessing. Captain of lacrosse. Seems Nate you'll be having to sit pe out and do this like walking around the track with blue here." The teacher explained. "I'd rather have the f*g suck me off." Nate said laughing with his friends. "I'm the f*g yet you want me to suck your dick. Yeah seems quite logical there dumbass." I shot back at him. Everyone laughing. "Now boys. Language. Blue what you prefer?" "Not to be around the dumbass all day long. So how about I sit alone and hopefully don't get hit with something?" I looked towards the teacher. He laughed and nodded. So during that period I sat alone in the bleachers while everyone did something. I don't know what I listened to music. After class was over I felt Nate grab me by the arm and yank me off the bleachers pulling me to math. When we finally got inside the class I yanked my arm away and followed his foot steps sitting next to him in a desk. Getting my braille math book out I sat back as the bell sounded. I listened quietly scared of well. Nate. He scared me, he reminded me of my dad he made me want to go home. I heard everyone stop talking when someone stood next to me "um why are you in my seat?" oh god he sounded gay. And cute. "I-I'm sorry." I stood up quickly bumping into him. He was about my height. He giggled and held my cheek "I'm joking cutie. But I want your number?" I looked towards his voice hearing a tiny gasp.. My hair fell from my face "I.. Uh.. Sorry nevermind." He rushed and walked off. I sat back down quickly pulling my hood up. I wanna go home. But the teacher walked in as the bell sounded "hello everyone! Okay so I'm aware we have a new student. His name is blue. Blue stand up please and introduce and tell us about yourself." I stood up slowly "my name is blue, I was born in England my mother adopted me when I was four. I'm blind." I said a bit quiet and sat back down. The class went by quickly I got most of my work done. Nate didn't help much. After that was break. He sat me down on a bench and refused to let me move when he went with his friends. I cried softly and hid my face the whole time. Then he dragged me to out next two classes. I wrote down my work and did it all as well as homework in both. Come lunch.. I really wanted to go home. I had made Nate mad in my last two classes so he pretty much dragged me by my hair. All I'd done was not hear the teacher so I had to talk to him in class. Which I guess interrupted him flirting with someone. He pulled me into the cafeteria shoving me down into a seat. My head nearly flew forward and connected with the table. "Aye nate man come on the kids blind you can't toss him around like that." I heard a strong voice say from behind me where nate was "I know man but he's ugh so annoying." Nate replied and I heard them hug then two people sit in front of me "so brat you want anything to eat?" Nate asked me sounded mad, I shook my head quickly and pulled my hood over my head hiding my face. The other voice placed a hand on my shoulder "blue right? My names Alex I'm Nate's cousin." I mumbled a hi and looked down "h-how do I get to the bathroom?" I mumbled hugging my bag "I'll take you come on brat." I winced at the name Nate called me as he pulled me to the bathroom. I quickly went into the big stall locking it. Curling up against the wall hugging my knees. I wanna go home. I want my mom! I started to cry silently into my hands staying quiet. "Fucking hell what are you doing in there hurry the fuck up!" Nate screamed at me. I whimpered and I guess it came out loud. Because he was somehow getting the door unlocked and walking over to me. "Blue what's wrong?.." His voice suddenly sounded softer. I didn't fall for those voices. Only my moms. I moved away from him wiping my tears "I-I'm s-sorry..." I mumbled and hugged my knees "I know I'm just a burden.. I don't want you to get stuck with me I just want to go home. I want my mom but then if I'm home she can't work. And I'm just a burden on her. That's all I've ever been I don't know why she didn't just put me up for adoption when I became blind. I just wanna go home I want my room I want my bed and my bear and I'm sorry." I rushed out while crying hiding my head in my knees. He wrapped his arms around me "no I'm sorry. I didn't mean for you to cry I didn't think I was being that mean blue I'm so sorry." He rocked me holding me in his arms. I sniffled and wiped my eyes looking towards the floor just shaking my head "n-no ones nice to me... It's fine." I mumbled standing up slowly. He helped me and held my hand "okay, I'm gonna be a good guide and make sure you enjoy school and make friends okay?" I shook my head "I don't want friends.." "Why?" He looked at me holding my shoulders "because within about a month or two I'm gonna try to kill myself people will start teasing me then I'll try again and get so close to succeeding that my mom says it time to move again just like last time.." I mumbled. He said nothing...

Cliff hanger hehe anyways I hope you guys enjoyed that I'll pick up maybe the same place next part but I wanted to get this out and not leave people waiting. Damn man it's got 2773 words I can't believe it well! I hope you all
Enjoyed. Later!