Now I'm putting the knife down
thoughts of grieve runs through my mind
why must life be so unfair?
why does no one understand?
How am I supposed to think
with tears of sorrow running down my cheek?
I thought you said it'll be okay
but now I feel like going away
My friends they say I ought to die
soon i began to believe their lies
I plead for help everyday and night
Even god doesn't listen to my cries
Now I am slowly fading away
hoping that one day you'd come and stay
but sorry I was meant to say
that you were never really there for me
I never told you how I feel
but i thought you'd see right through me
I guess I was only hoping
because now all I see is you leaving
And now I'm taking all your pills
it might be a little less painful I think
at least once it ends I could no longer breathe
So there lies what once was me
