OK SO I WAS UP ALNIGHT writing thit chapter i wrote it before all of the chapters so here you go !!!
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Chapter 19 OMFG !!! the wedding !?!?!?
"Youre funny, smart, beautiful, creative, random, and all together wonderful " he said the first time I started to cry that's what I miss about him and I am going to get him back and that girl is not going to have him.
I got ready and got in my car and drove to the church and is was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen ! I found I place to park and I walked to were I saw people standing and then I saw him i walked over to him
" hey" I said and gave him a hug " hey I missed you so much are you ready to get me out of this wedding?" he asked but he made sure no one herd him " yes I am but people are going to hate me after this " I said and right as he was going to answer his mother came to say hi to me and then people walked in to the church to start and Alex looked and smiled a helpless smile and walked in . I looked at all the people and held all the folder with my sheet music and notes I was going to say . I walked up to the stand and began to speak
" hey I am Katy one of Alex's friends and I am here to say something's but let bring the bride out shall we" and the piano started to play and she walked out it was the when she got to the alter I began to speak again
" 'Speak now or forever hold your peace,' the words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens'
I took a berth and began again
"Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't say 'I love you.' When we should've said 'I'm sorry.'When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help"
i looked out to all the people sitting listening to me I saw people crying wow that's not what i wanted but ok thats ok to and I began again
''you should alway be given a time to think for your self but sometimes you are not like for me, my mother died when I was four and I really do not have any memories of her and when i was 13 my father re-married and I have grown to love my step-mother. I think it is good to give people time to think for them selfs and I think thats what life is about give people a Chance and see what happens . People might live in pain for many years but sometimes in the end something just go together "
I stopped and looked at Alexander he was about to cry and I looked at all the people out in the crowed and smiled
'the one thing I have leaned from was that you need to take a chance and see what happens it might not be what you want it to be and if you are with the one person you love you will know you have found the right place to be" as I said those last word I saw alex get up from where he was sitting and walk over to me and he walked up to me and I looked in to his pretty blues eyes and smiles
I looked in to his blue eyes and I mouthed to him 'that whatever song I sing you will not say a word ' and he nodded
He sat back down and I looked out to the people in the church
Julie look at me and smile .--- wait she just smiled at me !
I walked down to the piano and spoke in to the microphone "this song is one that I think might be sad to some of you that were not aloud the see someone you love and this means something important to me and just remember I love you and also happy one year today is 7-13 " I said and looked at Alexander
I started to play the intro and than begun singing
"The cool breeze on my face.
The touch of your hand is me.
The smile on your face mmmyeah.
I let myelf embrace.
that when im with you, yeah my senses come alive.
When i'm with you, yeah my heart feels so alive.
I just cant breathe, cuz you
take my breathe away.
When im with you, yeah nothing in the world matters.
Cuz im with you, and thats all i need.
I just cant breathe cuz you take my breath
away. the long night walks that we take;
just talking hand inn hand. The
conversations we have, in the sand.
when im with you, yeah my senses come alive.
When im with you, yeah my heart feels so alive.
I just can't breathe, cuz you take my breath away.
When im with you, yeah nothing in the world matters.
Cuz im with you and thats all i need. I just cant breathe ,
cuz you take my breath away.
the long sits on the rooof, are never gunna change.
From this day on, its just me and you. when im with you, yeah my senses come alive.
When im with you,
yeah my heart feels so alive.
I just cant breathe, cuz you take my breath away.
When im with you, yeah nothing in the world matters.
Cuz i got you, and you're all i need. I just cant breathe.
Cuz you, Take my breath awayyyyy."
Hope it's nice where you are" right as I was almost done Julie got up and walked up to me and I stopped playing and looked up .
"what are you doing this is not all about you you should not even be here " she told me
"well if I am not aloud to be here , why did they let me in - now will you let me finish ?" I said
Then Alex's mom came over and told Julie to go sit back down and I thank her
I once again started to sing
" And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind
So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last"
when I finished I looked at alexander and I said one last think
"when you say 'Speak now or forever hold your peace,' I will be the one to speak up"
I said and walked to my seat.
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