Love Is Not A Choice (Ryden)

Chapter 2

After Math I go to science and who do I see? Brendon. God I wish he showed me a little sympathy. Shit Brendon's coming towards me.

"Hey fag!" Brendon says.

I try to ignore him. Which never works. Next thing I know he pushes me into the lockers. His knee against my crotch. Shit no no no!!! I couldn't control myself.

"Is that? A boner?" Brendon's whispers.

I didn't answer.

"Hey everyone Ryan has a boner!" Everyone stops and laughs. "God what a homo" Brendon says.

I run home as fast as I can. I walk through my door and see my dad. Bad idea.

When I walk in I see my dad chugging down a bottle of whiskey.

"Hey George! What is a little fag like you being home early? huh?"

"I-I was feeling a little sick that's all"

"You fucking disgust me get out of my sight before I hit this bottle over your head"

before I get upstairs he chucks a beer bottle at me but I duck and he hits the wall.

I run upstairs as fast as I can. I go into my room turn on some music all the way so I don't have to hear my dad yelling at me through the door.

Brendon's POV
god I'm such a dick. What is wrong with me. Sooner or later I'm gonna have to tell him the truth. He might even like me back?

No he would never like a piece of shit bully like me anyway.

Throughout the day I couldn't stop thinking about Ryan. I hated hurting him. But it's my way of showing how much I love him. That probably doesn't make sense but just go with it.

I want him to be mine. I want to grow old with him. Get married. Have children. Buy a house with him. Everything.