Disconsolate.

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Today I cried. I had absolutely no reason to. I just did. It was familiar, comfortable, enjoyable even. I read and thought of things that would make me sad. I wanted the downcast feeling to devour me. Only it doesn't. How long will I feel this way? Why is it that I have taken a liking to this feeling? I prefer it rather than joy. The light feeling in my chest. The warm tears trickling down my shirt. This intense feeling brings me home. I don't question it. Not sure if it is wrong or right, but I love it.

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