why does it feel every love i find soon leaves
it seems as if it's because of me
as the days go by,to the lord i pray
"how long must i deal with this pain
or dream of her the one whose body was cold...dead
the one whose blood was so young and yet they bled to death
the life within her was strained
and now i live with this eternal pain
why do you see me so strong
i'm weak, i'm stuck here i can't move on
you once lifted me up
but its like its all done
why don't you let me hide my tears
why do you make me face my fears
i'm just a boy
and you,you use me as a toy
the only one i ever see broken is me
why did you make me so weak i can't
let my own soul free
now facing life
and the only weapon i have is a knife
but what reason do i have to win
i minus well give in"
now my heart beats are slow
now is my time to go
i just need you to help me
help me be set free
"trying to help the broken while
fixing myself
but how can i do that when it feels i have no help"
i don't know who i am anymore
the guy you saw or see hit hit the floor
but the guy you saw or see
help me find him please
i don't care who you are what you've been through
i just know i need some one and i'm hoping its you
because "i gave up , there's nothing left for me here
except pain and tears
now i am just a paper in the wind
i believe i have done my last sin
so if anyone cares please send them to me
because i'm already planning how to let my soul free"
now i see why people have killed themselves...
because no one gave them hope , help
its my turn now
and i'm not going to cower
so don't be surprised when you see me hanging from a tree
i just finally set myself free
"i'm tired of drying these tears
tired of hiding in fear
it used to be show no emotion
but now i know all it does is cause commotion
you might bring up love but where in the world is it
at this point do they even give a shit?
will they notice when i'm gone?
because i will tell you now that won't be long"
