A Chase Is Not A Chase If you're Not Running

5.

I finally got home after a long 20 minutes. I don't know why but I just
Felt like taking my time today. Things had been so heavy on my shoulders recently, I didn't want to stress out anymore.
"Mary!" I shouted out. "Are you home yet?"
There was no reply. She's probably still out shopping. Today she was going out with Abbey for lunch somewhere out of Llandudno so I was guessing shed be back late.
I wonder if Vans doing anything? Who am I kidding, he would most likely not want to hang out with someone like me....
He's got some sort of band practice anyway right? I can't remember, I was only paying attention to his extremely fucking long eyelashes. His eyes were just so perfect... I loved them l the way they sparkled when the moonlight hit them, they slow way they blinked as if he didn't want to stop seeing what was in front of him....
KATH STOP! He's just a cocky boy who probably wouldn't even look at you twice.
Ugh some times these thoughts just get so out of hand that I break down and cry. Today was one of those days.
Why do I feel like I'm worthless. Well I am right? That's what he said. That's what he always said, right before he-
"Hey kathyyy" Mary called out to me as she flung her way through the door.
"I've got fish and chips!"
"Woooooooooooooooooo" I screamed loudly forgetting any thoughts that has even slightly touched my mind earlier.
"You better not have bought back some of those shitty mushy peas" I giggled as she pulled the green mess out of the brown paper bag.
"Ugh Mary! I'm not eating any of it"
"It's not for you! Or me..."
She went quiet for a moment, I felt scared.
"Kathy, there's something I need to tell you..."
I was hoping it was nothing to do with Billy, he's not here is he?
"I ran into this fella at the chippy earlier an-"
"VAN!" I screamed as I ran into his arms. Boy was I glad to see him rather than the other guy.
"Hey lass! I missed you" he said back to me as he lifted me from the ground and swung me round.
"He's been talking about you non stop for the past 20mins, begging me to let him see you!" Mary said as she sat down laughing and pulling out some chips from the container
He kissed me on the cheek and I melted. His lips so soft and delicate. I sat down on the sofa as he came and brought me my cod. He gave me that cheeky grin and then sat down next to me. His arm then tightly wrapped round my shoulders.
"I want you to meet my band Kath"
Oh yeah o totally forgot he had a band, "catfish and the bottlemen right?"
"Yeah"
"Okay, but can we cuddle first" I winked at him. He then gave me that cheeky grin whilst Mary was there in the corner making vomit faces and wrenching.
"Love you"