Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like life will never end and like its like a wave splashing in your face over and over again. Well that's every day of my life and I'm going to let you join in on the horror. That's right, so get comfy and sit your butt off cause this is going to be a while.
It all started when I was in 6th grade. I was eleven years old and people had call me Char short for Charlotte. I am 17 years old now but let's get back to the story. I wasn't the most popular, although everyone liked me for my beauty and my intelligence. I had long brown hair that I straitened every morning. It was nearly impossible for me to sleep in so I had time to get ready in the morning. My parents were divorced. I lived with my mom and my puppy Poppy. He was a black pug who was playful and loyal. Sometimes I wished I had a sibling but that will never happen after my parents divorce when I was four.
~Flashback~ ~School~
"Hey Char, how's Zach," a girl from school said. "Leave me alone," I said as a tear dripped down my cheek. "What's wrong, too scared to admit your inlove," she said with cruelness striking. "What, like you don't feel the same," I said as a comeback. I know it was pathetic. "Whatever, I don't care now that me and Zach are together now," she said breaking my heart. I wiped that tear away to hide my sadness. Lost tears wouldn't hide the way I felt. I know I told my terrible friend that I had a crush on him but that doesn't mean she should date him. Besides were only beginning middle school were too young. She's just bragging and I don't think he likes it either.
After my horrible friend told everyone I had a crush on him, people have been making fun of me. They all knew they had a crush on him too. It wasn't right for them to do that. Zach had a crush on me too, but he didn't want to admit it so that the other students wouldn't make fun of him. We both knew and we desperately wanted to admit it, but there wasn't enough space in our life for that and besides he's in love with Mackenzie. Mackenzie was the one who is dating Zach now and it breaks my heart.
~School Is Over~
"Hello," I asked walking around in my house to find my mom. "Charlotte," I heard a voice from the kitchen say. I walked into the kitchen to see my mom drinking some coffee sitting on a red stool next to the counter. "Hey mom," I say as I drop my teal sparkly book bag on the red chair over at the dinner table. "How's school sweetie," she asked. "Fine I said," lying. My mom is a nurse so that means we have a lot of money. I think people are also mean to me because their jealous of all the money we have. I have a beautiful house that I LOVE. I'm a lucky girl....I think.
There was a moment of silence. "Mom, is it ok to miss dad," I said as a tear dripped down my cheek. "Aw sweetie," she said as she pulled me into a tight hug. My face started puffing up from crying so much. All I want is to have a family again. I want a little sister who will LOVE me. I want friends. I want to wake up not crying. I want my dad back. I want my life back, so why can't I. Soon the hug was over so I grabbed my bag and ran to my room. I then dropped my bag on my bed. I studied Social Studies, did LA, finished math, and cried some more.
After that was done, I got out my phone and saw that Zach somehow got my email. I got a text from him saying: Hey Char. I am truly sorry for everything that has happened to you. If your wondering, I am going to break up with Kenzie tomorrow. She's a jerk and I don't deserve her. The truth is, I like you and I was wondering if you were the same. I hope your ok. "I'm speechless," I thought to myself. I gotta text him back. I texted back: Thanks for everything, I know you don't like her. I like you too Zach. Your really sweet. Thank you. I tossed my phone onto my bed.
I started listening to "Should've Been Us" by Tori as soon as I heard a Ding on my phone. It was from Zach. It said: Now I'm scared. If I tell her that I'm breaking up with her tomorrow and if I go out with you, she will hurt us. What should we do? I texted him back saying: I don't care if she hurts us. If it gets worse we'll have to do something about it. I never heard back from him. It's 10:00. I better get to bed. I put everything away, brushed my teeth, and changed into my pajamas. I walked out to the living room, said goodnight to mom and Poppy, then went to bed in my comfy bed.
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