I'm Not The Only One

My Selfish Heart

Piper's Pov..(My Selfish Heart..By Megean Tranior)

I Only own the story not the lyrics.

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  My selfish heart wasn't bein' no good to you
At least not the way it intended to, oh
Your love was young, but it warmed my old soul
When I said, "Goodbye," I wasn't ready no, whoa 

I can't believe that Alex just up and walked away from me like she did.-(wait yes I can)-It's been a long time since we talked..Well it's only been a week but it seems longer. Alex has been ignoring me she won't talk to me or even look in my direction.

It sucks.....It really sucks but in all reality I guess I don't deserve her attention not after what I did to her. Not only did I get her thrown back into this hellhole but I basically left her behind. I abandoned her in her time of need and I choose someone else.-(Again)

The days...And the weeks pass and no matter how hard I try and no matter what I try to say or do things stay the same..

  But I don't wanna waste your time
No, you deserve to find the love of your life
One day you'll marry such a lovely wife  And hopefully we'll be fine!

Damn..It's looks like Alex found someone else. The very thought of Alex with someone else hurts beyond belief seeing her laugh and joke and smile with someone else is like a sharp knife in my chest...Guess I should've thought about that huh?

  Baby, let's keep in touch... oh
'Cause I'm not what you need
But I'm a miss you so much
I'm too focused on this dream,
And your kiss is a drug that pulls me back so quick
Until I pull us apart, well forgive my selfish heart

  It's been another long month of being near Alex but it's also been a long month of being without Alex. I hate being in here.  

Aye, baby, let's keep in touch
(You got my number, baby, go ahead and call it up [3]
Go ahead and call it up, go ahead and call it up)  

Since I can't have Alex back since we can't make up and since it looks like she's loving someone new. I have turned all of what's left of my attention on getting the hell out of this god-awful place.

  It took a few weeks and it worked...Fig called me into her office and announced I was getting out. Damn I wanted to be excited but I couldn't I was leaving the woman I loved behind...I packed my things and said my goodbyes leaving a torn sheet of paper with my new number on it I'm hoping with  that Al would call me some day.

You got my number, baby, go ahead and call it up
Sorry I couldn't make it work, I had to call it off
But you were the best in bed, yeah I can't deny
You were a lady, yup, one of a kind
But I'm gone 'cause I be swerving
I couldn't give you the time you were deserving
And I admit that I was stupid when I threw our love away
But I hope that we can still be okay 

I hope she calls.

I hope Al, can forgive me.

  Baby, let's keep in touch... oh
'Cause I'm not what you need
But I'm a miss you so much
I'm too focused on this dream,
And your kiss is a drug that pulls me back so quick
Until I pull us apart, well forgive my selfish heart  

Aye and, baby, let's keep in touch... oh
'Cause I'm not what you need
But I'm a miss you so much
I'm too focused on this dream,
And your kiss is a drug that pulls me back so quick
Until I pull us apart, well forgive my selfish heart

Aye and, baby, let's keep in touch
You got my number, baby, go ahead and call it up [3x]
Go ahead and call it up, go ahead and call it up

If a call or letter or postcard ever comes from Alex..I'll respond as quick as I can if she calls or writes asking me to come for a visit I'll be back at the prison in a heartbeat. I'll try my best to do anything to get her back. I'll do my best to keep her this time

If she just gives me that chance again I'll do it...I just hope it's not to late for that chance... as selfish as it sounds I hope her new love didn't and isn't giving her anything better than what I gave.

Guess after everything I can't stop being selfish..but after getting to love a woman like Alex can you blame me?

...Guess we'll see.

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Thanks for reading...Hope you enjoyed.