I Hate you Because I love you

my fucked up life Part 1

Wassup I'm Melanie I'm 16 school has just started up again. I'm happy but at the same time devastated. I'm starting at a new school it's pretty dumb but it's because of my dad. When my mom got pregnant he left her ass for some other bitch. He's been trying to find us for the last 10 years something about wanting to spend time with me. My mom has full custody so I don't plan on seeing him around. We move every time he gets to close, he almost kidnapped me twice the first time I was only eight years old and he almost got away. The second time I was eleven and I screamed my longs out he slapped me right across my face.
Flashback
"I don't want to go let me go!"
"Shut up!"
"Mom!"
"She Can't help you"
"What did you do to her"
"Didn't I tell you to shut up"
"Fuck off!!!"
"Pop!"
I fell to the floor the slap stung my face... And I cried then the police came and he got away through the back door. My mom was lucked in her room and was climbing out the window when she heard me screaming. When she saw me on the floor she hugged me and looked at my face and my face was red where he slapped me."That son of a bitch hit you oh hell no!" My mom yelled I was just happy that she was okay. I don't know what I would do without her. After that night we talked to the cops and we moved from place to place. Now here I am in a new place and a new school. I don't have friends do to all the moving I don't latch on to people. I don't play well with others... But for some reason I feel like my life is about to change for better or worse. If you don't know my mom is Wight and my dad is black so yeah I'm mixed and I am not like every other girl. I'm a bad ass bitch so this school better get ready.
Hey guys new story cuz my other one is total shit, if u want to read it go right ahead but this one is gonna be good I promise.