Hello

•Thirty•

*Eva's P.O.V.*

I ran to my dorm, and Stella and Ella were both  there. Stella was laying in her bed, and she looked like she was crying, and same with Ella.

"H-hi guys"

"Are you okay Eva?" That's when I lost it. Ella was about to get up, but I stopped her.

"Don't come near me, because I don't deserve it. You'll never talk to me again after I tell you this" she raised her eyebrow and Stella looked very worried.

"Last night, I was uh super drunk, and I didn't know what was going on, but I ended up crashing at the house, and I hooked up with someone" Ella looked at me, and I could see the anger in her eyes

"Who was it Eva?"

"Ella..."

"WHO WAS IT EVA!?"

"It...it...it was um...god...Cameron" she was still, and she couldn't move. She was frozen. I looked at Stella, and she looked disgusted.

"I'm so sorry Ella, I'm so so so sorry. You will never know how sorry I am. It wasn't supposed to happen, I wish it didn't, I regret it so much. But if it makes you happy, I told Matt. And he told me that he never loved me, and he just used me to get to you, because he's in love with you" that's when I started to cry, and Ella just looked at me in disgust.

"I understand if you guys want nothing to do with me anymore" I ran out of the room, and I went outside. I didn't know where to go, so I just went under that tree again, and curled up in a ball, and started crying like there's no tomorrow.

*Stella's P.O.V.*

All I could hear was Ella crying and she kept repeating the word "slut"

"She's not a slut Ella"

"Don't you dare defend her!"

"She made a mistake. She was drunk"

"And that makes it okay!?"

"No, but it wasn't all her. Cameron wasn't drunk, and he knew she was. He could've stopped it, but didn't. He knew it and did it anyway"

"Don't talk to me" she got out of her bed, and locked herself in the bathroom. God, why is everything so fucked up?

I went outside, and I saw Eva under the tree. She was curled up in a ball crying.

I went over to here, I sat down next to her, and let her cry in my arms.

"I'm a horrible person Stella, how could I have done this to my best friend? She's never gonna forgive me"

"It's gonna be okay"

It'll never be okay"

"Do you like Cam?"

"No, I love Matt. At least, I think"

"But Matt used you"

"That doesn't mean I didn't end up falling in love with him"

"I'm so sorry babe"

"I deserve it"

"No you don't" she got up, and put her head on my shoulder.

"What happened with Harry?"

"We can talk about that later. Let's go back to our room"

"I can't go back there, I can't see her"

"I have to take a shower"

"Go, I'll be here" I left and went back to my room. Why is this happening?