you can't love me

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Nicoles pov

I wake up to a beautiful place with a piano I realized I haven't sang in a while so I started singing

red love by pia mia

I must be dreaming you fit so perfect I want give myself away you must be worth it

give you my touch you take me higher and our love and then you

done and Leave me here with loving red love red red love oooh

red love red red love

all that I wanted was for the first one to care you kept your secrets and told me life wasn't fair

gave you my trust you had me right there in your clutch I felt the rush

then you just look away like red love red red love ooh red love red red love

you didn't even turn around to look like didn't even stay to watch me cry

now when I turn around to look like everything you said was a lie

ooh baby baby red love red red love huh red love red red love

guess I was dreaming I wore my heart on my sleeve

and when the rain came pouring down you where so far out of reach

but I'm wakeing up sometimes enough is enough if I can never get back at least I gave it

all for red love red love red love

hoooh red love red red love

red love

you didn't even turn around to look like didn't even stay to watch me cry

watch me cry

now when I turn around to look like everything you said was a lie

oooh baby red love red red love

huh red love red red love

it felt good to sing my mother alway said I had a lovely voice I feel alive for the first time then I hear

clapping I turn around to see Xavier

"beautiful" he said

I blushed wait a minute I never blush

"yeah but it's been awhile I haven't sang in like ten years" I said

"maybe you should start again you have a lovely voice I wouldn't want it to be kept away for so long" he said

for some reason I felt like I can be excepted by him and trust him

"thank you but I don't sing often like I use to" I said

"you really miss her" he said

"don't please just don't" I said

"I'm sorry I should have never Done that still might be a touchy subject I'm such a idiot" he said

I was shocked i never had a guy apologize to me I usually did the apologizing

"it's okay it was my fault anyways" I said

"sorry beautiful but where I come from the guy must always apologize for his actions towards woman whether there wrong or right" he said

"thanks I guess I will have to get use to it so where am I" I said

"it's a private place my parents had for vacation I brought you hear you have been out for a week I was getting worried beautiful" he said

I couldn't even speak it was like I was in a dream

"would like something to drink and eat beautiful" He said

"yeah I will make something" I said

"no no no no beautiful I am cooking for you" he said

"but where I come from the woman always cooks what do you want me to do" I said

"well beautiful woman don't have to do everything a man can help when his lady is hurting and I know what you can do sit there and look pretty" he said

."now what would you like to eat"he said

"French toast sandwiches with orange juice" I said

and for once in my life I felted wanted and loved and never wanted to stop feeling this

I looked at Xavier feeling in love wait what

Xavier finished our food and I just kept moaning it was so good I loved it I got to give him a hand on cooking he surprised me

"so why did you call me your lady" I said

"because you are always will be and always have been since you walked into the school you took my breath away" he said

it feels like a fairytale and I feel like I'm the princess finally being saved by my Prince charming

"soooooooo" I said

"what are we doing here" I said

"well it's a recovery place for you to heal so you will be able to be heal " he said

"from what" I said

"Nicole I have something to tell you" he said

"your......."

to be continued