I'm me... Is that good enough?

Chapter 15- Part 2 Sometimes to win you've got to sin

"YOU KNOCKED UP MY SISTER!?!?" Derrick asked outraged. Zillianna's eyes widened as she shook her head back and forth frantically. Drew's lips parted but then closed. Then opened again "Who knew a shy girl could be so .. naughty in bed?" he said with a smile on his face which was quickly wiped away when Derrick grabbed the stake pushing it towards his chest. Drew was using all his strength to fight it but it was getting closer and closer to his chest.

Think.Think. THINK! i said to myself as i frantically looked around the car. What are gonna do. I don't know! What do you mean you don't know?! I mean i don't know!! i yelled in my head. So you're just gonna let your husband kill your cousin who was practically like a brother to you. Some help you are! "Shut up!" i hissed out loud accidently. My cheeks reddended as i looked over at the seat next to me to see the blonde staring at me with curious eyes. It was as if he was saying Were you having a mental argument with yourself. "No" i replied. Sure you weren't."I wasn't!" i complained. Mhmm and now your talking to baby. A light went off in my head. A baby. His baby to be specific. Was i really going to do this? I closed my eyes, taking a breath. God please forgive me for what i am about to do. Pulling the middle seat open, i pulled out the small trunk. The Queen thought we might need it. I opened the trunk to see a series of daggers, stakes, poison oak, acid and grenades.

I grabbed some daggers and stakes putting them in the inside pockets of my coat then strapping the coat onto me i put a small bottle of acid in my coat pocket in the front along with a jar of posion oak, Grabbing a grenade and picking up Zayn i pulled open the door after saying a quick prayer. Please let my watching of action movies come in handy.Closing the door behind me as i stepped out i took in the scene before me. Derrick was currently trying to kill Drew. Zilly was watching in horror while holding a lifeless Bre in her arms. Regina was frantically looking between Rick and Drew. Rick was holding onto Britt. And i had Zayn on my right hip and the grenade in my left hand.

I took a deep breath then yelled. "Rick!" Everyone stopped to look at me. Derrick and Drew stared both stared at the grenade in my hand. Zilly stared at Regina who stared at Rick who was staring at his son who was staring at Britt who was staring at the grenade in my hand. My heart pounded in my chest. "Nina... get back in the car" Derrick said as he looked from me to Rick. Drew then spoke and said "Its dangerous we don't want you in this". "Let her go" i said ignoring the boys. Rick glared at me and shook his head. "Not until i get what i came for." he hissed pulling Britt closer. "Okay then. I make you a deal" I said pulling out the pin from the grenade with my teeth making sure to keep my grip on the safety handle(Spoon). "Regina or your son" I said my heart clenching at the thought of hurting the innocent little boy. You're going to hell. my inner voice said. I know. I replied. "What are you gonna do blow the both of you up!?!" Derrick yelled.

"If that's what it takes" i said seriously. "Listen. If you let go of that handle all of us are dead" he said trying to reason with me. "No. Its a M67 fragmentation grenade, a hand grendade.It has a kill zone of 5 meter radius and a wound radius of 15 meters" We were about 3 meters away from each other so i took 6 steps back making our distance 5 meters. From this rate if i let go they would only have injuries. Rick took one look at my face and his son and let out a laugh. "So your telling me you would kill your unborn and my son who has nothing to do with this? Haha see you in hell" he spat. I walked to the car door and somehow opened it and put the boy down rolling down the window and walking few feet away. "This thing can travel at 40 m. I can very well get out of the way and throw it in." i said. I saw Zilly's eyes flash to mine in utter disbelief. I felt ashamed. But there was no other way.

Rick took a step foward and i clenched the handle tighter. He stopped and glared at my hand and said "Nina just know if you do this your starting something big. You would have created a war. And i just pray to god you know what it is your actually fighting for". "This isn't you Nina. You're gentle and kind, You're christian! And you're saved!" she cried out. "Yeah well sometimes you gotta sin to win" i said. "So what's it gonna be?" i asked looking to Rick. He smiled wickedly before putting his hands up. "Fine your free to go. Run along" he said to Britt. Britt glanced at him for a split second before running into my arms. I threw my arms out around her accidently sending the grenade falling. My eyes widened as everything happened in slow motion, "Ohhh shit" Drew said as Derrick leaped at the grenade, his hand missing it by an inch as it fell to the ground.