I'm Not The Only One

Realization.

I'm Not The Only One by Sam Smith

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You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in a way it hurts

We didn't really make a vow but you'd think after all with what we went through that we meant something to each other.

You'd think that after everything we had together meant something. You'd think it meant some sort of commitment right?

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here

I guess not and shame on me for thinking so. But than again it's my own fault for being so trusting right? Well I guess Pipes could say the same thing right? But this time is much different. This time surprisingly I'm not the one who fucked-up and lied.

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

And when I asked for the truth she lied and not only lied but lied to my face..Guess payback comes back around huh?

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine

Fucking Justin Bieber I mean Stella..damn her I just want to punch her in the face. But then again she's not the one to blame here. She's not the one who lied to my face and cheated on me. And even though Stella had her part in it she's not the one who broke us up...Fuck 8 years is along time to love someone.

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I saw them the first time with my own two eyes. I was in denial though hoping that I wasn't seeing what I was seeing. Of course in my own way I asked Pipes..and she looked me in the eye and lied.

"Tell me that I have nothing to worry about"-I asked/ questioned.

"You have nothing to worry about"-Piper said with a straight face while looking me straight in my eyes.

I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You've made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
I know I'm not the only one
I know I'm not the only one
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, know
I know I'm not the only one

Finally getting my senses back and waking up to her bull-shit finally seeing clearly and tired of being lied to and shuck around on. I look the woman I used to love in the eyes and not seeing her anymore. I finally say.

"I'm out of this"-I say.

"What do you mean you're out of this out of what?"-Pipes asked looking at me confused.

"I'm out of whatever this is and I'm also out of this"-I gesture to make my point she looks at me stunned and without a word I walk away.