So much I want to say
So much I have to withhold
So much im so lost
So much I want to express
So much what I feel
So much its no use
So much I wanted
So much I lost
So much Im so hurt
So much I have to pretend
So much that im ok
So much its so hard
So much its so crazy
So much I still hope
So much he'll come around
So much it was too good
So much to be true
So much he was just a fantasy
So much I want to move on
So much Im still stuck
So much I still love
