~HE WAS MY FIRST CRUSH~

HIGH SCHOOL DAYS(PART2)

The next day...
MC POV
I woke up at 7am again brushed my teeth, brushed my hair and made breakfast and just when i was about to make breakfast i remembered that Mark has moved here so i decided that i will make it for both of us.
Mark POV
Woke up at 7:10 in the morning. I went out but there is someone in the bathroom so i went back to my bedroom. Later someone came out of the bathroom so i went in the bathroom. I smelled something delicious when i came out and saw food on the table. I took a seat and when (MC) have arrived to the table we started eating. After eating i got my bag and left first since we don't want people knowing that we are living together. I have arrived and i went to the classroom right away. This guy Jackson has walked up to me and greeted me. We kept talking and talking and now, today i have made my second friend cause one of them is (MC) and the other is Jackson. I hope we are going to be best friends as we develop and get to know more about each other. While i am talking to Jackson, (MC) has arrived and Jackson greeted her too. I guess they are best friends since they act so friendly around each other. Some group of friends came walking in and greeted (MC) and Jackson. I guess it's their friends just when i was thinking about this they turned to look at me and ask who's this? I said Hi, I'm Mark Tuan, i am (MC) and Jackson's friends. They all greeted me and introduce themselves one by one. Hey I'm Im Jaebum, call me Jaebum or JB. Hi, I'm Park JinYoung you could call me JR or Jinyoung or Junior. A very cheerful one said it outloud HEY~~~ My name is Youngjae he said it in english it was very cute. Hey hyung I'm Bambam for Thailand. Hi I'm the youngest and I am Yugyeom. Nice to meet you all lets be great friends from now on and please look after me thank you. I smiled brightly after saying that. The bell rang and everyone left and went to their classroom. Jackson and (MC) is in this class. I notice that (MC) has always look out at the window and never listen in class i wonder if something is upsetting her.
~Class has ended~Lunch Time~
MC POV
We sit at our place with everyone including Jb, Jackson, Junior, Younjae, Bambam and Yugyeom. Jackson saw someone walking passed us and told him to join us which is Mark. He sat down next to me since there was a free seat next to me. I sat there quiet going onto my phone searching things up. As you can see i am the only girl in our group.
Mark POV
It's now lunch time and i have nowhere to go i went to the canteen and brought some food to eat and someone came behind me and ask are you alone? I turned around and saw Jackson there so i said yeh i am. He offered then do you want to join us with everyone that you met this morning? Um... do you guys mind? I asked. No i don't think they mind just come. Jackson dragged me over there and there was a spare seat next (MC) so Jackson told me to sit there so i did. Jb started saying it's okay, just calm down you look so scared anyway you are the oldest here so yeh be free to us. Okay thank you for accepting me i smiled as brightly as i can.
Lunch time is over~
MC POV
We all said bye to each other and then went back to our classroom. We went back to our seat and sit down. I, again looked out at the window looking at the sky thinking about things. Thinking about old times when it was just Mark and I being together we had lots of fun when we were younger.
Thinking about the past has made me think about lots of unhappy things. We used to be best friends when we were young, Mark and I. Our parents know each other. We went to the same school but then after a year and a half he moved school and left Australia. Not long that Mark has left my dad has died. This is when i had never laughed from then on. My first crush has left and dad has died... thinking about this is very upsetting, my tears nearly started falling down.
~Flashback~ 7 years ago~
We live close to each other so we also go to school together and have a meet up place. But then one day i have waited and waited but he still didn't come out so i left and went to school by myself, this is my first time going alone, without Mark. When i went to school he wasn't at school either i thought he was sick so after school i went to his house. I knocked on the door. But someone answered i don't know who it was. I asked is Mark Tuan here? No she answered i think he moved and left Australia. Tears started coming down but i thank her and left not letting her see my tears. I don't feel like going home now so i went to the park and go on a swing. Not long after that, my father has died, he was in a terrible car crash. I feel like my life is the worst since i don't have my father beside me now and that no one will ever comfort me anymore. Slowly everyone from beside me has left but only my mum is here.
6 years later~
My mum has remarried so that is when i decided i wanted to move out. I started working, doing my part time job since then. Its not like i don't have any money, i do have money my mum gives it to me every week. When Mark and my dad has left i never smile to anyone. Maybe i did but i have only faked the smile it never comes out naturally. I want to laugh and smile again but it just can't, i can... but its all fake. I miss him so much, both of them. Mark where are you? Why aren't you with me? You didn't even tell me that you will leave, you didn't send me goodbye yet, why did you leave me alone? I started tearing up.
~FLASHBACK OVER~
The bell rang and Jackson came up to us and waited for us to leave with him. The others came as well when we walked out of the classroom. We walked home together. Some of them has to catch trains or bus and some didn't. We arrived to the bus stop and said bye to the others. The bus has arrived and we caught it. We sat together on the bus it was quiet. I told Mark that i will be going to the supermarket today. Mark said okay, umm... can i come? Yeh if you want to then come. I said. I plugged my earphones on and put them in my ear and Mark does the same.
Arrived at the supermarket...
Mark POV
We have arrived and bought veggies, fruit, bread, vitamins, junk food, drinks and etc...
After buying the food we walked to our house. When we were walking we saw our primary school. Our primary school changed alot didn't it? I asked MC. Yeh it did... she answered. Thinking about the past makes me feel bad for leaving all of the sudden and without telling her that i left. Sorry i left all of the sudden, I'm sorry (MC). She didn't say anything when i said sorry to her. Are you perhaps mad? I asked. She didn't reply. I turn around to look at her and i saw tears coming down her face. Are you okay? I'm sorry for leaving all of the sudden. I didn't know i will be leaving too. Sorry, (MC). I wiped her tears away while saying that. She started saying it's...just that lots of things have happen after you left. She sobs harder. I didn't ask her what happened cause its not the right timing. I don't know what to do and grabbed her wrist and pull her in and hugged her tightly. I'm really sorry for leaving you, made you upset, and that i wasn't there to support you when you needed someone. Sorry. She just keeps crying. So there is something that was upsetting her i wondered to myself. Should i carry you home? I joked. No, I'm fine said (MC). Ok then lets go. We walked home. I started to cook and told MC to sit down and have a rest. She went to her room.
While i am cooking i started thinking about what was upsetting her. Come to think of it she does live here alone. So... what has happened...?
After finishing cooking i went to her room and told her to come out and eat. While we are eating we ate in silence again. I want to ask her what happen but it will make her sad...
~DAY ENDS HERE~