His legs found its way back to his room and he closed the door behind him and slided down to the floor, resting his back to the door and hugging his knees

He didn't actually understand his feelings, he hid his face in his knees and for the first time in years he broke down crying and for the first time in years he felt weak and lonely.
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Louis' POV.

The phone rang but i couldn't realize if it was real or just a dream. When it didn't stop i felt annoyed which caused my eyes to open and i realised that it wasn't a dream.

"Niall?"

"Louis, where are you? Aren't you coming to school today?"

"w-what's the time?"

"it's 9:00 Louis you're late"

"damn.. I'm coming, bye"

I hang up and found myself still sitting behind the door. Fuck, I did cry myself to sleep. Cool

I changed to a random T-shirt and didn't bother to change my jeans and went to the front door. Mom wasn't here obviously.

I went to school and i was in my worst moods to be honest.

...

"Louis? I'm talking to you" Niall said

The last i remember was that i was in class, i don't remember that i walked out of class and that the day is off and we're walkig home now!

"what's wrong, we've been talking to you for hours and you're not here" Harry said. Wow, Harry's here too.

"sorry" is all what i said in respond for their questions

"Louis?" Niall said and stopped walking at the same spot we sit in everyday

"what?"

"what's wrong with you?" Harry asked

"nothing"

"Louis" Harry said looking me in the eyes

" Well, it's about mom" i said in defeat

"and what about her?"

"she's getting married.. Soon" i said and their jaws dropped

"What the-are you serious?!" Niall said

"do i seem in the mood to joke?" i looked him cold in the eyes

"when did she tell you?" Harry asked

"yesterday.. We were arguing and.. She said that she'll get married soon"

"this is... Strange" Niall said

"no, it's rediculce, it's so fu*king rediculce!" i yelled

"and what did you say?" Niall asked

"what do you expect me to say? I snapped shit!"

"well, just calm down.. What will you be doing about this?"

" i don't know. If she doesn't care anymore then i wouldn't care too. I'm gonna go to school at night to do what i told you about yesterday"

"but-" Harry said

"No, but.. If you don't want to come it's up to you, I'm going"

"Niall?" Harry said

"i don't know, lets give it a try... I mean, why not? C'mon Harry, we'll have fun"

"what if we got caught? Anyways, how would we get in?" Harry asked

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