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He looked at me with pleading eyes, it was too painful to look so I quickly got out the car mumbling a goodbye. I didn't want to cry and I wasn't going to, but it was sad, sad that I was finally moving on and this made me realize that after that kiss my feelings for Justin exist.

I remember them going into Starbucks before I walked off, I checked to see if they were still there and they weren't. I quickly jumped in my car driving to Justin's house, I needed to let him know that I felt the same.

So I decided to call up Matt.

"Hey, Kelsey, what's up?" His voice rang through the phone.

"Is justin home?" I quickly asked.

"Yeah, he is, why?"

"Good"

I hung up the phone and sped down the highway, I was about five minutes away now and I was very anxious. I know I shouldn't be, but I am. I'm not in love with him, but I know my feelings are strong for him. Why did it take me this long to realize it.

Parking my car, I took the key out of ignition and stormed up Justin's pathway. It was pouring down rain, pelting against my body but I didn't care. I needed to let him know.

Knocking on the door, I waited and waited.

Finally he answered the door shirtless, but that didn't distract me. He looked actually shock to see me.

"Kelsey, what are you-"

Before I knew it, I cut him off by smashing my lips against his. He didn't take long to kiss me back, the kiss lasted shortly after I pulled away.

"Justin, I know I overreacted but I like you so much and I'm sorry that it took me a while to realize it. But I do and I'm so sorry for being so dumb and I'm just so sorry." I poured my heart out.

The thunder rumbled and lightning crackled, I was getting drenched by the minute but I didn't care at all. Justin opened his mouth to speak, but he didn't have to say much when I seen a half naked Laura come to the door. My heart felt like it was ripped out of my chest, I was lost for words.

"What are you doing here?" She scoffs.

"I-I'm sorry," I turned around and sprinted to my car. Justin was calling my name, but I didn't stop. This was humiliating. I drove off and never looked back.

I headed over to Shelby's, I knew she was mad at me but I knew she'd never disown me or anything.

Her car was in the driveway so I knew she was home, I got out the car and trudged my way to her door. Ringing the doorbell, I pushed my wet hair out my face and just stood there. She finally answered, she had a look on her face but it easily softened when I began balling my eyes out.

"You're soaked." She pouted, pulling me inside.

"I know," I cried.

She gave me a clothes to change in and fixed me some hot chocolate, since I was freezing to her. I wrapped the blanket tighter around me and just sat on the bed staring off into space.

"So, she literally appeared."

"Yes," I sniffled "gosh, I'm such an idiot."

"No, you're not. You're not an idiot."

"It was too late, why am I always ruining something" I cried.

"You didn't ruin anything, you were just confused."

"I don't love him, I'm just so afraid of falling in love that I messed it up the moment he had kissed me and now he's still with Laura"

Tear after tear began streaming, she comforted me and it was kind of working. I missed these days when I'd allow her to cry on my shoulder, but instead it's the complete opposite and it kind of felt good.

"Hold on, I have to take this real quick." She said once her phone began ringing.

She went off to go talk to whomever it was. Shortly after my phone was being blown up with snapchats.

Yungbiebs snapped you!

Yungbiebs snapped you!

Yungbiebs snapped you!

Yungbiebs snapped you!

The list went on about five more times, I rolled my eyes and wiped a tear away. I have no one to be upset with but myself. I'm the reason for this and I have no one to blame but myself.

"Is that Justin?" Shelby asked once she came back in the room.

I nodded, sighing.

"Are you going to answer him?"

"No," I shook my head.

"Come on, at least just hear him out Kelsey."

"I don't want to, it's probably just telling me how much of an idiot I am" I wiped a falling tear away and set my cup aside.

"I'm pretty sure it's not that, I just got off the phone with Matt and he was basically telling me how upset Justin is with himself and he had no intentions on him hurting you.

"Fine, whatever."

I grabbed my phone and unlocked it checking the yellow app.

Yungbiebs: Kelsey, I didn't expect for you to show up unexpectedly. By the time you arrived Matt was calling my phone telling me that you were on the way and when you kissed me, I didn't know what to do or say because I knew I had Laura over. Kelsey Ann Sanders, I like you. I like you a lot, I've liked you since the minute I first met you. Laura and I are no longer together, once you left I called a quits because your the one I only want to talk to and see. Your the only one that I want to make smile and laugh because you mean so much to me. When Kyle broke your heart, it broke mine to see you cry and I knew from there on out I had to protect you.

Yungbiebs: I've never felt this way about anyone in my entire life, i haven't known you long but it's quite odd how quick you've affected me. Kelsey please if it's possible, please respond saying that you'd meet me tomorrow. I'll pick you up after school and we'll talk about everything.

The other snapchats were of selfies of him, just begging me.

I couldn't help but laugh a little, he looked extremely adorable and that message he sent me made my heart warm.

"Aw, is that a smile I see?" Shelby wiggled her eyebrows.

"You're gross," I grumbled.

I didn't want to make it seem like I was gonna forgive him that quick, so I typed a dull response.

Kelseyann: fine. Tomorrow at 5 bc I have practice.

Yungbiebs is typing...

Yungbiebs: thank you! You won't regret it.

"I hope not."

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I'm v emotional rn, what did I just do?

Should the be together or no? I d k what to do!! Ahhhhh :(

Please check out my Justin Bieber fanfic, The Counselor. I really want to write that story but how can I when I don't have any readers, I love you all endlessly. :) thanks for being amaze balls <3

- Lenyiah ☁️