Only Given What You Can Handle part 3

Three

Me: About what? Why she sitting on my desk with her ass hanging out?

The bitch: Hi may name is Layla and I was just talking to him about.....

Me: I don't give a fuck what you guys was talking about! There is chairs there for you to sit on but you was so comfortable to sit your hoe ass on my desk in front of my husband! Why?

Layla: No need to call names. And yes I seen the chairs there but didn't want to sit there! He is your husband? Ok!

Me: What the fuck is so funny? It won't be funny when I beat your ass!

Layla: I heard he is not married but anyways your husband was giving me the rules of the shop because I start work tomorrow and I had to finish up some paperwork and show him my skills but you interrupted us! You're rude!

Me: What skills? I'm rude? Let me make shit clear to you bimbo! First off he been married for five years! Second off I own this shop and lastly you will not be working here! You didn't tell this ditsy bitch about me O?

Layla: Yes my skills like showing him how I use my mouth! You can't fire me because this is his shop!

O: Layla stop with the drama! You knew about my wife and there was nothing sexual going to happen! I was going to hire you until you kept trying to push up on me. I told you that I would have to talk to my "wife" about you working here. Well she has spoken and you have no future here!

Me: You can leave out on your own or I can make you leave!

When she left I walked out behind her before she could get to the door I told everyone in the shop that she was no longer allowed in there and if she came back to call me. I waited for a little minute before I walked out and got in my truck. O got in and I drove off. The ride started off in silence until O decided to talk.

O: So you're just going to keep an attitude?

Me: I'm not suppose to have an attitude when you was so comfortable sitting in the office with an almost naked bimbo?

O: Nothing fucking happened! I was wrong for talking to her but nothing fucking happened! Get that through your fucking head!

Me: I'm sure if I didn't walk in something would of went down but it is all good! You're a hoe ass niggah and I should have never took you back O! After today be you!

O: What the fuck does be you mean? Don't ever call me another hoe ass niggah!

Me: It means you are a free hoe ass niggah to do whatever or who ever the fuck you want to now!

O: So you're trying to say it's over?

Me: Yes hoe ass niggah I am and I mean it for good!

O slapped me across my face, I had to pull over because I seen dark but a light shine, my face hurting, tears falling and when I looked down at my shirt I noticed my nose was bleeding. I parked and got out the car. He was yelling about something but I couldn't hear him. I got a shirt out the trunk and walked to the passenger side of the car because O had jumped out and walked to the driver side. I grabbed napkins and did what I could to get my nose to stop bleeding.

When we pulled up to my appointment, I changed my shirt before I exited the car. We walked in the building, I went to the restroom and he went to check us in. I cleaned up my face and seen the bruise forming. When I walked out the bathroom and into the waiting room I sat across the room and away from him. When my name was called we walked to the back and the nurse did all that she had to do.

We went into the room and she asked me a lot of questions before she asked me to pee in the cup. I handed her the urine sample and she gave me a gown to change into. The whole wait for the doctor to come in I had nothing to say to O so we set in silence and I looked at the ground. The doctor came in and had a few follow up questions. She came in with the ultrasound machines.

She told me my pregnancy test came back negative and started her tests. When she got to the ultra sound video's she paused for a little while. She looked at me and said "this don't make sense." I asked if everything was ok and she shock her head no! I looked at O and the look on his face was fear. I asked what's wrong and she told me I'm pregnant. The words was a shock to me because every pregnancy test came back negative.

She did the transvaginal and abdominal ultra sound. They both showed I was pregnant. She said I was seven weeks. So I got pregnant soon after he came home. I looked over at O and he had a huge smile on his face. If what happened today wouldn't have happened I would of been happy but since what happened this news is something I just wish I didn't hear. I don't know right now about this baby and O!

***************Two Weeks Later****************

I been trying to wrap my head around having another baby but it is still a shock to me. After O and I left our appointment, we went to get Lil O from my mom because she had to go to her appointment. O went to get him because the bruise in my face was visible. My mom went straight to her car. We drove to take Lil O home. O still had an attitude and was barely talking to me.

Today I'm at home all day because I'm tired. O is still sleep next to me and my mom would be here any minute to get the kids since she is taking them for a few days to visit my sister. I got out of bed, threw on a shirt and shorts, brushed my teeth and washed my face. I walked out the room and went downstairs to make sure the babies clothes was packed and to start breakfast. They kids was still sleep. O woke up and came downstairs.

He seen the bags and started going off on me because he thought I was trying to leave. He wasn't listening when I told him that the bags was all four kids clothes to go with my mom. He flipped out, grabbed my neck and slammed me into the wall. When he let me go I was trying to go to the bags to show him they was filled with the kids clothes but before I could reach it he slapped me to the ground.

My mouth was bleeding and my face was hurting. I was begging him to stop but he hit me two more times in my face. I heard Royalty say daddy no and he stepped away from me. Before I could get up, The twins was hugging me and the door bell rang. O told me to get up and clean my mess. He opened the door to my mother. She walked past him asking why she could hear me yelling.

I was in the hallway bathroom and could hear Loyalty telling my mom what they saw. I cleaned up and walked out the bathroom. When my mom seen my face she broke down crying and yelling at O. She told him that if he keeps putting his hands on me that our kids would grow up with out a father and she would make sure of it. He apologized and went to get the other kids so they could go with her.

She told me to go with them but I couldn't, I still had shit to run. When she left, I walked up stairs to change my shirt. I went back downstairs to clean. When I was in the kitchen, leaning on the island and thinking about what my mom said O walked up behind me and kissed my neck. He pulled down my shorts and underwear, slid in deep and started pounding in and out, while apologizing. We made love the whole day.