Only Given What You Can Handle part 3

Three

Honestee's POV

It has been two months since O has came home and we decided to give our marriage a fair chance. It feels good not having to do everything alone. We have moved into another two story, nine bedroom, seven bathrooms, a library, den, guest house, double pool, double jacuzzi, pool house, basketball court, boat house with deck, lake view home. We did sale two houses but only two of the ones he put in my name.

He sold seven of the cars but replaced four of them. O has been working full time at the barbershop and still in the streets. Things have been going good so far. Having him and Lucky at "Kut Klose" takes that stress away from me. I still run the beauty shop and two clothing stores. One store named "Fresh-Fits" is for men and women. "Impressions" is just a woman's store. Janice and my mom are running "Family First"the restaurant. I still do the books for all of them.

O has been a great dad to the kids. He hated at first that Lil O was close to Lucky but realized that it was because he wasn't around him. When Lil O would see him he would run to me, he wouldn't want him to touch him or me. When O would come close he would put up his hands in front of him and yell stop. O would laugh and grab him anyways. He was determined to get some type of bond with him.

One day I was stuck at Family First and I needed O to go get the kids. When he got them he called me right away to tell me Lil O wanted me. Lil O got on the phone and was like I want you or uncle, I not want to be with him! He scary! I laughed and told him to go with him I would be home soon with a present. O texted me the whole time about Jhordyan and Lil O. They really was crying and wanting me.

When I walked into the house with their presents, the house was quiet. I walked into the living room, no one was in there so I turned off the tv. I walked upstairs and the twins was in bed, Jhordyan was sleep with Royalty. They are really close, you would think they are twins but Loyalty is close and over protective of her daddy's twin. I walked into Lil O's room and it was empty, bed still made but pajamas gone.

I quietly walked into my room and seen the cutest thing ever. Both my babies sleep. O was in the bed on his back, one arm behind his head, the other in his boxers and one of his legs up. Lil O was in the exact same position but his head was on his dad's stomach. I took a picture then quietly went and jumped in the shower. When I got out I threw on my night gown and got into bed with them, slowly, not trying to wake them up.

Well since that night I can say a bond has grown between him and Lil O. He calls him Jr. He has a little bond with Jhordyan but they have a lot to work on. Today he is at the barbershop and I'm on my way to get him because I made an appointment with my doctor to see why we haven't conceived yet. His wishes! In so many ways I am glad we haven't gotten pregnant yet.

A lot has to do with the fear of losing O again. I did the whole pregnancy with Lil O alone and no matter how much he promised to be there, called and was on the phone for every appointment it wasn't the same. Having the family there was not what I wanted. I wanted to experience every kick, the growth, the good and bad with O. All I keep thinking is what if I have to go through that again. He keeps promising I won't but he said that before.

I pulled up in front of Kut Klose, parked and got out. I walked inside looking for him and Slim told me that he was in the back. I walked to the back and the office door was barely open. I walked up and heard a females voice. I didn't even take the time to listen, I walked in. He was sitting behind the desk and she was sitting on the corner of the desk with her dress pulled up and legs crossed.

Me: What the fuck is going on in here?

O: Nothing is going on! We just talking happiness!