Big girls cry {Cheater Levi x reader}

Big Girls Cry when There Heart Is Breaking

[youtube is messing up on wattpad so you have to listen to: Big girls cry~by sia]
Tough girl
In the fast lane
No time for love
No time for hate

Tears dripped down her cheek, creating puddles of regret
"Over time my ass" she chuckled remembering the 'incident' her husband was having affair with his secretary. She suspected Levi of cheating
When he comes home smelling like cheap perfume every night, lipstick prints on his shirts. But you always had your doubts, you just wanted to believe he loved you, only you.

Tough girl
Whose soul aches

She ran, and ran ignoring his cries and calls her after her she didn't care.
Hell it's pouring down raining she didn't care, she ran as far as her little legs could take her.
She felt betrayed and used. Out of all the people would betray her, she never would thought it would be him

"(Name)!" He yelled running after her, following her figure as the rain came harder
She failed to her knees, and she finally broke

I may cry ruining my make up
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty

Her mascara ran down her face as she cried out in pain.
She stops running, she stops caring. She didn't care if he sees her like this anymore.
Her heart is broken and she couldn't hide the pain anymore.
Her cries echoed throughout the area
The cries of a broken heart

Arms wrapped around her pulling into his embrace, running his fingers through her wet hair." Im so sorry." He cries, kissing the top of her head.  She pushes him off of her and stood up. "Stop following me" she screamed as tears started to fall harder.
" PLEASE DONT, LEAVE ME, IM SORRY, IM SOOO FUCKING SORRY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE." He shouts at you cries of despair, it hurt her seeing the man she loves broken, the men who always hides his emotions under that masks of his.
" (Y/N) " he whispers trying to hold her hand. The hands that once hold him in their embrace and made him feel loved

"Don't touch me, DONT YOU DARE FUCKING TOUCH ME." She yells at him, but little did she know she was tearing him apart. All the lies, betrayal, doubts, the lonely nights was swirling in her head. Out of all that she couldn't see the good in him anymore, she couldn't trust him anymore no matter how much it breaks her.
"I-I'm so S-Sorry." He drops to his knee crying, his voice is trembling so much, he couldn't even stand and face her anymore. Nothing but sorrow, guilt, and regret.

She kneels down and front of him, bring him in her embrace. He cried harder remembering the promise he made to you. " I forgive you." She said softly." But I won't forget, I loved you so much and you took advantage of it, I don't think I can ever love you again." She said pulling away looking at him, his once grey beautiful eyes are now swollen and pink. She gave one finally peck and left

Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

He screamed, shout, cried, and called after the girl
He truly loved. She ran far, far away from the men who broke her heart.
Deeper deeper in this rain of sorrow