i still honestly can't believe i'm here
it felt like just yesterday that i was signing the clip bored for the cheer auditions
i was pretty nervous
i thought i would get bullied because a boy on the cheer team would mean i'm "gay"
which i am
so i guess their assumptions would be correct
but it was ok, cause this school that i go to
which is "The Angels" of Pontiac Illinois
are actually really nice to me
i'm not going to lie, people do get bullied
but i haven't had a lot of trouble with it
sure the usual stares and dirty looks
and get called fag or queer every so often
but other then that, nothing that bad, it doesn't bother me
i am openly gay, and don't get bullied that often
it was a dream come true for me
and i'm not the only boy on the cheer team
one of my friends, benny, is on the team with me
him and jo are the only ones that know about my crush on castiel
it's a lot of fun
we go over to eachothers houses all of the time
so were pretty close
especially
benny and jo...i think they like eachother
but i won't say anything about it
for now...
my dad, and my kid brother move all the time
because i used to get bullied ALL THE TIME
but finally we found the perfect school
plus it's mostly the football team that bullies
except for one guy
one perfect guy that i can never get my mind off
one guy that when i first saw him, i knew i would be screwed
one guy named, Castiel Novak
i can't help but stare at him as he is running out to the field with the other players
they all look the same
but i could tell castiel from a mile away
hes number 55
hes one of the most hottest guys in the school
we don't talk a lot though
probably because every time
he comes near me i try and hide as much as i can
afraid he will try and talk to me
and i will say something stupid and mess everything up
i don't know why though
he would never talk to me
hes straight
i know he is because rumor has it hes dating one of the cheerleaders on my team
April
the slut of the school
Chapter 1
Start from the beginning
