Phan Oneshots

Lion.

Hey it's Jade Oh ya trigger warning af
The bold is Phil thinking to himself btw

Phils p.o.v
 
   Reading hate comments which are almost all of them. "You're a emo fag", "You suck, kill yourself "
Phil you should listen to them
No what about Dan
He wouldn't care he is way to good for you, besides he's not gay
But..
Phil just die already... Get it over with.
No.
Yes.
But I don't want to.
I don't care Phil die. Everyone hates you know one will notice.
Dans p.o.v
"Philly I'm home!" I shout "Phil?"
I look frantically to find him on the floor with a bottle of pills in his left hand a note in the right
"Hold on Phil I called 9-9-9 just don't die please." I say in between sobs
In the waiting room I read the note
Dear Dan,
I'm sorry I know you hate me right now, you have every right to. There is so many things I want to tell you. To many to fit on this note so I will only say a few. I love you Danny bear. Don't waste your life it's fine without me probably better. Please forget about me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you everything.
Love, Phil
"Mr. Howell you can go see Mr.Lester now." A nurse says
"Lion..." I say softly even though he can't here me.
"He won't make it Mr. Howell" the same nurse says
"Lion your not going to die." I say
Just then Peej walks in
"W-where's Chris? "
"Won't get out of bed..."
Beep beep beep beeeeep
"Time of death 9:03 pm." A different doctor announces
"Philly, Lion!"
"He's actually gone." Says PJ
"I love you too Lion." I say "Goodnight."
When I got home I was numb, why didn't I tell him I loved him earlier.
*that one guy from spongebob voice* two months later
I can't live without Phil. So I take a rope and went to my room kicked over the chair. I finally get to see my lion again.

Yo it's Jade I was balling my eyes out writing this next few will be fluffy. Any suggestions comment please! I'm proud of this one btw lolzor.