opening act(calum hood and rena lovelis fanfiction)

Chapter 16: He cares

"Those photos better be fake she's like a pig" -muke124shipper

"Is it true Calum is dating Rena he can do better" -5sexondstogo

"Eww stop Calum you don't need to pretend to like Rena" -lashharry89

I closed my laptop with another sigh when I logged off from twitter.

Nothing but hate was all I've been getting.

When the carnival photos were released,the hate was minimal.

But more pictures of us appeared, and the hate just grew. All were targeted towards me, putting all the blame on me. I tried to not let the hate get to me, but I'm not an unfeeling robot, I have feelings ,and right now it hurts so much. After last night, new photos of us surfaced from an anonymous source, and the hate comments just blasted.

The rest of hv went for an interview, but I faked a stomach cramp to skip it and stay in.
None of them were aware of the real reason.

The notifications from my phone started going off and out of curiosity, I checked, and all were from twitter. I forced myself to scroll down the comments section of a picture of me and Calum wrapping our arms around each other.

Tears wound up in my eyes as thousands of people sent my death threats, slut shaming me, telling me Calum and I will never be a thing.

"NO!! STOP THIS!!" I threw my phone across the room, clenching my fist as my tears rolled down. Digging my nails into my skin, I let out an ear-piercing scream.

What did I do to deserve this? Calum and I.....what are we?

I slumped to the floor, the tears staining my clothes. I want to be strong, but I can't control whatever I'm feeling. The only sounds that could be heard were my cries.

For help.

For all this to stop.

Everyone tells you to stay strong, to put up walls around you.

It's harder than it looks.

I tucked myself into the corner of the room, feeling vulnerable, like all my defenses were taken away from me.

My phone let out yet another vibrate in the midst of my sobs. My brain urged me to look at it, and I was too weak to stop this urge.

With trembling hands, I picked up my phone and a tiny crack formed at the corner of the screen. I ignored it and quickly went to my notifications.

@ Calumhood5sos tweeted something!

What is this?

"To anyone that is sending hate to Rena, fuck you, real fans don't send hate to people I care about."

The dam broke and the tears once again flowed fast and free, the emotions overwhelming me.

Calum....he cares.

For me.

"Rena are you ok? We saw Cal's tweet!!" The door swung opened and they all rushed in to see me, crying pathetically on the floor as I looked at them with my mascara-teared stained face.

Immediately,they engulfed in a hug as I cried into thier shirts, blowing my nose with it.

"Shhh...it's gonna be okay." Nia comforted me, squeezing me harder. No words were spoken, their presence alone were enough to comfort me.

But as we all know, life goes on. I had to man up and make our way to our acoustic hangout.

I put on a forced smile as I sang, struggling to maintain a calm composure.

"Fat pig"

"Fucking slut"

"Your're worthless kill yourself "

It all came rushing back to me at full speed. Hitting me.

Hard.

Before I could stop it, the tears came down like a waterfall. The crowd stopped clapping when they noticed but I vigorously tried wiping them away, trying to pretend like nothing happened, but my voice croaked when I tried singing again.

Miranda stopped playing and gave me another hug as I once again stained her shirt with my tears.

I eventually dried my tears and continued on, the fans being supportive as they happily sang along, putting what had happened behind.

I felt a little better, but I'm still dying a little inside.

"Guy's we're on in five!!" Casey informed us as we got our instruments ready. Hopefully this will take my mind off things.

I did a little sound check with my bass guitar before looking up and meeting the eyes of Calum as he stood there at the doorway.

The rest were already making their way backstage and it was just me and him.

Before I could say anything, he came up to me and simply hugged me. I buried my face into his chest and took in the smell of his cologne with his body heat radiating off of him.

Which strongly comforted me.

I wasn't aware of how long we stayed in that position until Calum finally let go.

"I'm sorry I couldn't do much about it. I just want to be there for you." Calum said, giving me a sad smile.

He gave me a quick hug again and gave me another one of his infamous smiles that make me melt before heading off to his dressing room.

I was in the best mood by the time I joined the rest, performing my heart out that night.

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HELLO GUYS HOW HAS IT BEEN.

Sorry for the unexpected dark chapter (sorta) I have been reading the books 'typical dumb moments in fanfictions' and it petty much tells you on what not to write in facfics.

So I decided to make my book abit more realistic cause les be real here, if the boys were to go out with girs, I'm pretty sure the fandom won't be 100% happy with it and this applies to other fandoms as well. I'm not used to writing this kind of chapters so sorry if its kinda crappy.

Have u even seen the comments on the boy's rumoured gf's pictures( and gf in that case Bryana) ITS PRETTY BRUTAL DOWN THERE.

Note: I will not be updating for about 2-3 weeks as some important exams are coming up sorry guys:(

AND THE ROWYSO TOUR IS OVER AND I'M SO SAD UGHHHHHHHH GOSH. I WANT TO CRY DAMMIT. The next tour will be in 2017 and Ashton and Luke cut their hair and I'm SCREAMING.

Thank you for all the reads and comments and votes I enjoy talking to u guys :D

For fun count the number of times Rena has been hugged lol

ok have a jolly good day and STAY FABULOUS.

Song recommendation: American idiot by green day