Mending my broken heart Sequel

Chapter 21

Sandra pov

"Saaaaaaandra" Michael said. I'm annoyed with him bc he went out last night and stayed out till 4am. He literally set a curfew for us and disregarded it. "Call my name again imma beat yo ass" I said. "I'm sorry baby" he said. "I'm reading " I said. "Okay imma leave but I'm sorry" he said. "I heard you " I snapped. "Okay " he said sad asf. He wants to be cuddled and I'm not hearing it today so he left sad asf.

I came out in the kitchen and he bought wings. I smiled and ate. He keeps checking on me but he isn't coming back in the room.

I finally gave in around one like three hours after it started. He came to the door and peeked at me. "Michael" I said. "Y-yeah baby" he said. "Come gimme kisses " I said. He walked into the room cheesing he jumped on me and kissed all over my face.

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I had just gotten home from class and honestly it's an awful mental health day for me. Today 15 years ago my dad left and my mom spiraled and it fucks with me every year. I honestly just wanna cry alone. Nobody knows about this and I wanna keep it that way.

Lovaa : yo why the fuck you talking to Dameon
- please not right now I just wanna be left alone
Lovaa : the fuck you mean
- what the fuck did I say
Lovaa : yo you got it you always got a problem when I check you on some shit fucking always
- Michael stop texting me
Lovaa : bet that I won't hit you ever again
- you always take it there do whatever the fuck you want bitch
Lovaa : 👍🏽

I don't even give a fuck Fr. I got in the shower and cried. I cried so long the water was dead cold. I showered and got out. I cried myself to sleep. I'm not taking no calls today I want to be alone.

I woke up to Kay busting in my room. "Sandra what the fuck" she snapped. "Kay please leave " I said. "I'm not going no fucking where we were worried sick about you. All you had to do was respond " she snapped. "Kay please " I said sitting up. "Baby what's wrong " she said rushing to my side. She hugged me tight "it's okay baby" she said as I cried. I just held onto her. Honestly I'm naked and if it was anyone else this would be weird asf but Kay has seen me naked a million times and I've seen her so it's whatever.

"Talk to me baby please " she said as I calmed down. "Kay I-" I said. "It's safe " she said letting me know she won't tell anyone. "Today's the anniversary of when my father left my mother and she started treating me crazy" I finally admitted with my head down. "That's why you been so distant lately " she said. I nodded my head "I just didn't wanna give y'all the negative energy I feel" I said. "Sandra your my sister when you hurt I hurt I wanna know so I can be there " she said." I know " I said. "Mikes worried " she said. "Strange way of showing it " I said grabbing my phone and calling Sky back.

"Baby you okay I had a bad dream about you " she said immediately. "I'm okay" I said. "Liar" she said. "Just a bad day mentally " I said. "Wanna go into detail " she asked. "Not really not right now anyway but I'll tell you" I lied. "Okay" she said. "You okay ma" I asked. "Yeah we're having lunch tomorrow " she said. "Okay ma " I said. "Kay over there we been worried sick" she said. "She's right here " I said. "And Michael " she asked. "I don't know where he is " I said. "He told me about y'all little fight Sandra you can't just tell people who care about you to leave you alone " she said. "Mhm " I said. "Sandra come on that isn't fair to him " she said. "Momma sometimes I need to be completely by myself for my own sanity. I love him I really do but all he's been doing lately is trynna check me and it's annoying. I don't remember the last time he's asked me how my day was " I said. "So tell him that" she said. "Yeah" I said. "Be open to times where the conversation is uncomfortable Sandra that's the only way growth will come " she said. "I hear you ma" I said. "Okay baby I'm about to go to sleep. I ordered you and Kay a pizza and some wings they'll be there in a few. I love y'all " she said. "I love you too ma" I said. "I love you too momma" Kay said. "Goodnight baby you're resilient " she said. I smiled "goodnight momma" I said. She hung up.