Isolation #JustWriteIt

Chapter 1

I wake up and head straight to the shower. I take off all of my clothes and get into the shower. It is one of the best feelings to me, the water hitting my face feels like the best sensation ever. The feeling of that warm water against my face and back feels amazing. While i'm standing there memories flood into my mind. The memories of the old visions. But also the memories of walking up to a casket and seeing my mother in it. That one image to me a worse than the others, of course i didn't see her die like i had the others but it was my own mother dead at my finger tips, her lifeless body purring into me.

I uncontrollably sob. The next thing i know i hear a knock at the door. "Annie! hurry up, i'm taking you out today" My dad says. I look at my fingers and they are very wrinkly, oh god how long have i been in here? I turn off the shower and reach my hand out and grab my towel and dry before wrapping it around my body and opening the curtain. My dad is still in the bathroom brushing his teeth, so its a good thing that i dried in the shower with the curtain closed. I grab my dirty clothes and rush to my bedroom.

When i enter my room i throw my dirty pajamas into the hamper and put on the best clothes i have because i will be going out today. I haven't really been out besides the graveyard in a while. well really 8 years, and thats not just a while, its a very very long time. i walk out of my room to see my dad patiently waiting with a wad of cash in his hands. "what is-" he cut me off. "Go shopping today, you deserve to have some fun, its 300" he says and i nod and take the wad out of his hands. Without anymore talking we head out into the garage and get into the car. About 20 minutes later we arrived at the mall.

When i walked in i was in a completely different place than i've ever been before. there were a lot of teenage girls and just people in general shopping. I didn't know where to go first there were just so many options. Me and my dad walked around for a bit but then a giant store caught my eye. Forever 21. I walked inside and wow, who knew clothes could be so amazing. I walked around the store grabbing lots of clothes then walking towards the cash register when my dad stopped me. " you should try the stuff on first, don't you want to know if they will fit you before you spend money on them?" i just simply nodded my head and he directed me to the changing room.

I still don't like talking to my dad, i really don't know why. Anyway, i walked into a changing room and the first thing i tried on blew me away. It was a white tank top that read Forget the rules if you like it wear it and ripped jeans with a read beanie and green sweater cover up and brown half boots. It was flawless. And i must say, i pulled it off. I threw that outfit to the side for the hell yes's. I only ended up getting that outfit and one other that wasn't as good looking but it was still amazing. I ended up spending 67$ and moved onto Zumies i bought a penny board there, i'm tired of always walking to the graveyard.

After that came hot topic then rue 21 then Payless shoes i must admit i really do love shopping by the end of the day i had spent all my money and couldn't wait to comeback when my dad gives me more money. Me any my dad went into the car. "Thanks dad, i really appreciated today, i had a lot of fun" I said with a smile. He gave me a pat on the back and it happened. The feeling i hadn't felt in a while. It was all coming back.

The needles shooting into the blade of my back and traveling up my spine. Suffocating me at the neck then the hit on the head. The vision was so bad now, i mean it was my dad, even though he was never there except today, he was still my dad and i loved him. He looked about the same age and i was there, i looked about the same age. He was yelling things at me i would rather not repeat. then he grabbed the gun. and pulled the trigger, and i just sat there, watching. When i come back into present time i am crying my eyes out with my dad looking puzzled.

"w-why di-did you touch m-m-me?" i stuttered through sobs. He just looked me in the eyes. "Alright Annie, i know that mom gave you all the wanted attention, but you aren't fooling me, drop the act that is impossible to do that" he said and i started to cry even more. "j-just dri-dri-" and i froze feeling a slap across my face, then the car started and nobody for the rest of the car ride. When we got home i grabbed all my bags a practically sprinted to my room and locked the door. About 2 hours later after i had put on my pajamas, i heard a knock at the door.

I knew it was my dad, it just had to be. I mean who else would it be. I open my door to see a whole swat team at my own bedroom door. I was so confused. They barged into my room and grabbed both of my arms through their very thick gloves. That may be the reason that i didn't see their future, hopefully distant future. They threw me into a room with just me an my dad. "Say your goodbyes" the police said, i was so confused. I stood there puzzled then my dad spoke up. "Im concerned about your imagination" he said and i cried. He still doesn't believe me. I spoke up finally through sobs. "why can't you just believe me" and i broke down crying even harder.

"Because its all in your head, it is impossible to see death" he said raising his voice. "Nothing is impossible" I say mumbling. This time he was yelling, just like the vision