my first

chapter twenty two

chapter twenty two

trish was lying on the ground with a bottle of sleeping pills next to her. getting down to her i called for mum.

"oh my god....emma stay with her," she said running to the phone. tears streamed down my face. i cant lose her, she is like my sister.

she was slightly breathing, but she was fadding fast. i stayed by her side till the ambulance come.

pacing around the hospital i was frantic. she had to be ok she had to be. that was when kyle walked in just as frantic.

"oh great," i sighed rolling my eyes at him. he was the last person that i wanted to see right now.

"emma hows trish?" he asked

i looked at him like he was dirt and walked away.

"what is with you?" he asked grabbing my arm.

"dont touch me you jerk," i said firmly pulling away my arm "you have no right to be here," i said.

"hey trish means alot to me to," he said "if you could put a side the fact that we ended....we could both be here for you," he said.

rolling my eyes at him i sat down. "i can look over that fact, but the way you helped gemma ruin my rep at school i cant over look," i said.

just looking at him i wanted to hit him. he was a jerk, dickhead desgied as this perfect guy. his confused looked looked almost convincing.

"dont play dumb with me you know what you and your slut of a girlfriend did," i said "oh and by the way i didnt open my legs to anyone but you," i said fumming.

"wow when did i say that you did," he said sitting beside me. grabbing my hands he looked into my eyes. i melted before i realised that this could be a game to him.

"dont bullshit me," i said.

"emma blieve me i never said that and who ever put that in your head isnt worth your time," he said.

i showed him the text and he was honestly confused.

"i didnt send that," he said "gemma had my....oh god gemma," he said with his head in his hands.

i put my hand on his shoulder. gemma had planned this and it almost worked.

"honey i dont kniw what to say i am sorry," i said.

an hour later we got to see her. she looked horrible, but she was alive and her baby was fine.

"you scared the living shit out of me trish," i said hugging her tightly tears streaming down my face. "dont do that again," i said.

"i wont," she said also crying with me "thank you," she said.

"any time twin," i said sitting beside her. she looked at kyle with distaste then at me.

"we sorted it out....gemma," i said

"i knew that bitch would try that," she said.

we sat there the whole night talking about nothing at all. kyle was back. the kyle that i knew all too well.

it made me happy to see that in him again. even if i was with glen. walking me home he was relaxed.

"i have stayed with her too long," he said "i should have stayed with you....would you ever?" he asked looking into my eyes. for a mintue i forgot i was with glen.

pushing him away i looked down at my feet.

"what?" he asked

"i am with someone else kyle," i said under my breath. he looked crushed. i should have been happy about that, but i wasn't. it broke my heart all over again.

he faked a smile and hugged me. "hes a lucky guy who ever he is....your amazing," he said kissing my cheek and walking away.

i walked inside tears streaming down my face. after tonight i dont know how much more i could handle. after trish nearly dieing and my heart being torn between two guys.

things werent about to get easier from what i was thinking.