Nights of Passion (Poetry, LGBTQ+)

Night 2 - The Ex

So, you thought you'd drop by
After saying goodbye,
And expect me to welcome you in?
I'm not over the hurt.
Yet you've come back to flirt
In a top that exposes your skin?

From the way that you're dressed,
Seems you're out to impress
And it's me that you've got in your sights.
Styled and coloured your hair,
Done your make-up with care –
But I still feel the sting of our fights.

When this ended with pain
I vowed never again
Would I let you back into my bed.
I'll be smart, not naive.
So I ask you to leave,
But you don't seem to hear what I said.

You start inching inside
And there's nowhere to hide
When your cleavage is on full display.
With those assets you flaunt,
I know just what you want
When you're asking me if you can stay.

You're still sexy as hell
And my groin starts to swell,
Even though you once ripped out my heart.
I forget all my cares
As I lead you upstairs
In the hope this won't tear me apart.

It's been such a long time
Since your tongue's been on mine,
Still your kiss tastes as sweet as before.
With my bedroom so near,
Destination is clear
And we stumble and fall through the door.

With your mouth on my lips
And my hands on your hips,
We surrender ourselves to the bed.
Then you whisper commands
For my wandering hands
And my senses unravel like thread.

With my hand up your skirt,
You unbutton my shirt
And I groan as you kiss my bare chest.
Though your lies left me scarred,
Your touch still gets me hard
And I doubt that we're going to stay dressed.

When I tear off your clothes,
See your body exposed,
I'm vibrating in frenzied desire.
With salacious intent,
I could drown in your scent
When it tells me your body's on fire.

Ragged breath, hungry eyes,
And your moist heated thighs
Spark the urge to get lost in your heat.
I like touching your skin
While you're letting me in,
And we're soon making love in the sheets.

God, I've missed nights like this.
Missed your body, your kiss
And the way your legs wrap round my waist.
Tears of pleasure you cry,
And their taste gets me high
As I kiss every one from your face.

Can't help clenching my teeth
As you writhe underneath;
I'm connected in body and soul.
You encourage my thrusts
In this whirlwind of lust
'Til we cry out and lose all control.

We come down from our high
And your instant goodbye
Leaves me more than a little confused.
Did we not reignite
Our affection tonight?
Then I see, yet again, I've been used.

This was all just an itch
That you scratched like a bitch
In a sick twisted ruse from the start.
It's clear nothing has changed:
You're still clearly deranged
And think nothing of breaking my heart.