doom and despair

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"Jude always wanted a good life with good partner and a good job, like football. He didin't care about else, because he had what he wanted."

he think when he was in his arms,the person he loved most erling braut haaland. The love he felt for him cannot described with words.Jude was loving him since their first met,if you ask how cuz he knows him before he meet him, before Borussia Dortmund. For him haaland was untouchable he was one of the good players in team but for Jude he was the best.

And the weird part is also haaland know him before Dortmund. haaland have a little problem he is feel obsession somtimes, for beautiful things like jude, for haaland Jude is describing of the beauty he has beautiful lips, puppy eyes, long legs and the most important his personality. He is kind, lovely, chill and act like he knows what he's doing.

Sometimes jude and haaland encounter at mall ofc haaland is surrounded by fans and jude always watch him far away, and he promises him self someday he'll be meet with him.

Their first encounter at the mall, haaland catch an eye for jude, he couldn't keep his eyes for him self, he think he was so beautiful, haaland was about to go and talk to him but then a fan stopped him, haaland rush to give signature and look up for jude but jude was already gone, he feel disappointed and felt little sprinkles of obsession it was so easy to feel for haaland,cuz jude was beautiful, beautiful things must be protected from everything, so he followed him everywhere he goes, mall, PlayStation even to little businesses he goes with him, of course he stayed silent and covered, then he started to keep a journey for jude when they met, when he goes to Mall, when he smiles, how he likes his coffe, he write down everything.

Haaland know that he will meet with him he would do everything to meet him, everything. Haaland know he played football really good so he did everything he could do to get him in Dortmund.

And the story begin like this.

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I hope you like this fiction im really bad at writing and this my second fic first one in ao3 and English isn't my first language so I will do some mistakes actually I don't care I hate this language so don't mind me if I do some mistakes