As time went on so did my healing
I thought that moving on from him would help to save my sanity
It didn't.
Recently I've been interested in one guy and he's amazing
Sadly he's stopped comforting me
He's stopped caring for me
My ex had a vault.
This vault held onto his past and kept it secret from the world.
Currently I am interacting with someone who has the same sort of deal.
What am I supposed to do?
He won't share
He's drifting
I'm in the dark
I'm always in the dark
Is it bad for me to want light in my life?
Is it bad that I want to actually be loved?
Is it bad that I want to know everything so I can help?
I never thought I'd end up in this situation again
But here I am
Contemplating doing the deed or sitting alone suffering
As of right now?
My mind wants me to do it
And my heart agrees.
