Letters From my Bloody Heart

I have some notes to write if I ever go

ALSO THE PHOTO WAS TAKEN IN MY LOCAL THEATRE SO UHH RIP HIM!

Dear Dad, yes you are first on my list even though you always are on my case about stuff I know that you mean well and that you are just toughening me up for the real world and not some fake one that I can think of I love you and I will always remember the fun adventures we went on just as Father and Daughter

Dear Mom, I love you so much, you have always supported my choices and thank you for everything that you have done for me and everyone I know that you sacrificed a lot for me and I still am very sorry at the same time that you had me, (A LITTLE EMO STARTING NOW) For all my life I've always thought I was a mistake child, not wanted and always the second fiddle and sometimes I am but prove me wrong

Dear Stepmom, I will always love our chats about what to do with Dad and I will always remember the times that I could just talk to you about girl things and the drama that happens in school and not feel embarrassed/guilty. And always remember to keep being crazy with Harper and Dad if not for me for you and everyone in your family

Dear Stepdad, thank you. That's all I can say, thank you for allowing me to come out to you first on that Valentine's Day years ago and supporting me and my choices no matter what, thank you for pushing me because you knew I could be there.

To my brother, yes you won't understand this but I know that you will do so much good in the world and another thing to add PLEASE STOP BITING ME LIKE YOURE A DOG PLEASE ITS ANNOYING AS HELL 😭 🙏 

To my irl friend, especially E and L, I love all of you even if we went through some times I will always be watching you from above or below. PERSUE BLONDE, STEEDMAN PURSE BLONDE!

Now to the people who I needed to thank with all my heart...

To Hermes, you made me feel welcome in a family that I never would have thought to be in, I will always wait for you to respond to anything on Pinterest, Roblox, here, etc because I care for you and I know that you care for me as well so all I can say for the year that I have known you for, thank you, thank you for helping me in my lowest and my highest I love you so much ❤️ 

Dear Circle, You have let me come out of my shell, you always make me laughs and you always make the best jokes that I know, if I die I will miss our laughter over Hermes's VERY VERY BRITISH accent and I want you to know that you are enough, she (you know who I'm talking about) will always be by your side and I hope that you get the huzz 😼!

To HERMES AND CIRCLE BOTH!!, (this is a little sad so be careful!) both of you have helped me get through a time of blood, tears and cuts. You might not know this fully but because of Amelia she has caused me so much harm and you two always made me happy even when I did cry on vc when I told you two about that situation... I remember when my mom looked through my phone at the hospital and my mind wasn't on "when can I leave this place" it was on "what if she finds out about you two and forbids me from interacting with you guys" that was dreaded in my mind. So I just wanted to say that I love you both and that if I ever do die that the last 7 minutes in my head WILL be about us and the server 

I KNOW THIS IS MY FIRST POST AND ITS A LOT SO SORRY!!!

PENPURSE OUT!