He hated himself so much...
Then after he was done thinking of how much the people hated him and doesn't want his presence then maybe it was a good idea if he had never woke up in this dream. That is the time he had seen the same girl in his windows slowly approaching him.
"Who are you?" Allen asked with a muffled voice, his eyes were red because of crying.
"If it hurts so much then why just let go of everything and forget?" She thrown another question instead of answering him.
Allen didn't flinched at the eerie tone that the girl way of speaking to him. "No, I don't want to lose it. I don't want to let go."
The girl arched an eyebrow as she was expecting the other way round but instead she get the answer she was hoping the least. "Would it be better if you are not in pain? So why are you holding it when you are given a chance to be free from all these burden and misery?"
Allen smiled sadly at her. "Because if I accepted your offer it's like saying that I'm really worthless and pathetic creature just like he had said. Plus, I don't want to lose this feelings as this makes me who I am."
"Him?"
"Kanda."
"Oh,Him?" She said with amusement as she recognized who is Allen speaking of.
"You know him? Kanda I mean."
"Of course. Who would not known the resident cold bastard of The Black Order." She scoffed.
Allen forced out a chuckle. "That's Kanda alright"
The girl didn't let Allen retort a response as she throw another question once again at him. "Do you still love him?"
"Yes, I still do."
"Even if he hated your very existence?"
Allen give her the most genuine smile he could muster and answered. "Yes."
The blonde girl leaned closer to Allen and cupped his cheeks gently. "Fine. I'll grant your wish in exchanged you have to give me your very heart." After saying that she had kissed Allen and revealed her identity to him.
"My name is Luna, remember well. Allen Walker our agreement.."
But he never did agree on her...
But, Allen felt a searing pain on his chest and he collapsed in his feet as darkness slowly devours him. All he can remember was the feeling of emptiness and being numb like a soulless doll.
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Kanda was cursing himself when Komui had disturb his training just to meet a new exorcist and he had threatened them if they didn't come to meet the new comer he will unleashed Komurin which Kanda isn't scared of. But decided it won't hurt to see the rookie.
But there is a hidden reason why he didn't want to come and meet the rest it was because of a certain white haired boy. He can still see the flustered and hurt look in his eyes when he had kissed him and tell straight at the face he didn't liked him as he was cursed and he was just a test subject of kissing techniques. That is why he didn't want to see the beansprout as he will get on his nerves which practically his fault not that he was willing to admit that out loud.
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The Invisible Red Strings That Binds Us [DGM] Yullen
FanfictionAllen Walker was been used as a kissing test subject of Kanda and that broke Allen's heart because he thought Kanda has feelings for him as well when he had kissed him but he was wrong or is it? After the incident a new exorcist arrived at the Order...
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