The Invisible Red Strings That Binds Us [DGM] Yullen

Chapter 1 Dreamscape and Arrival

Mana was the first person who accepted him and treasured him as a normal human being not treating him a monster or a freak. Mana treated Allen like his own son and he become a fatherly figure to the boy, He was the one brought Allen's emotions alive and warmth to his cold life. Those are the happiest moments in Allen's life as he started to appreciate life with Mana.

But, his happiness is short lived as tragedy strikes.

Mana died.

He's gone.

Forever.

And it was his fault...

Allen wished that - this dream come into an end because he didn't want to see this scene anymore as his self loathing was starting to destroy him.

As his repentance at Mana's death. Allen had stayed at Mana's grave and become numb all over again. Yet, He strongly wished that there is a way to make Mana returned back to him and that is when the Millennium Earl had come and offer him his very wish. To be with Mana again... All Allen would need to do is called out his name. Being young and naive he is, he believed the bastard.

He accepted the offer and called Mana at the thought he will be glad to see Allen again but he was wrong. Mana had hated him for what he had done so he given Allen a curse, To make him remember what he had done, His greatest mistake. But Mana had come back to his senses and cried for his drastic actions while asking Allen to kill him which the boy seemed reluctant to do so but upon seeing the need of Mana to break free from his agony. He had done it.. He had killed Mana once again upon his own request as that is the only way to make the other soul free from so much anguish. Yet, Allen still feel pain and self loathing grows further.

I'm a monster. 

Then, the scene had changed into something else... It was the time when Allen gotten to the Black Order, where he finds friends, A place he could call home and the place where he met the most mystical, arrogant, beautiful bastard, Kanda Yuu. He can remember clearly that their first meeting was rough as The Gate Keeper of Order mistaken him to be an Akuma and Kanda Yuu nearly killed him with Mugen. It's truly an occasional meeting. Allen tried to be friends with the cold bastard but...

I don't touch cursed people (1)  

The words stung but Allen endure it because that's how Kanda Yuu interact with people. Yet, Allen didn't know why he is infatuated or fascinated by the Japanese Exorcist so when the word 'LOVE' crossed his mind, he immediately discarded the thought as it both sounded stupid and impossible because the two exorcist can't even classify as friends due to the fact they always interact with verbal abused and violence, to be precise they're always on each other's throat(fighting). So, it's impossible for them to fall in love with each other right?

Yet, surprising thing happened. Kanda Yuu, the biggest jerk had kissed him on Valentine's day(2). His heart raced at the sudden action of the Japanese man. All his doubts or him being denial of his feelings for the said exorcist faded away by just a simple kiss. Never he had felt happy again as someone loved him but didn't hope too much because of the fear that this is a prank which become true, Kanda had kissed him not because he loved him back because he was just a testing subject for Kanda which broke Allen's heart once again even it was his fault for assuming at things.

He was prepared for all of that but why it hurt so badly? It is because Kanda is his first love or because the samurai never liked him because he hated the cursed people and Allen is one of them?