Study Break (sequel to INTS) calum hood fanfic

Together We Cry

I woke up in the middle of the night to hear Calum sniffling next to me. Trying to cry quietly, not make any noise. “Babe?” I looked up at him; he just pulled me closer,

“I still can’t get over the fact that I nearly lost you too” he sniffled again, “I want to have my child back!” he pulled me even closer.

We cried and cried and cried. After 3 weeks we hadn’t been able to cry together over our loss. Calum got up and walked over to the wardrobe and got out a small brown bag. He walked back over to me and passed me the bag. I opened it up, a small teddy bear, a small blanket, a top that says “mummy says I’m cute” and a pair of socks. “Calum” I cried even harder, pulling him into another hug.

“We were going to be happy little family. You and her were going to come on tour with us, be the first ones to hear our new album, I could’ve bought her out on stage and shown her off to everyone” he cried pulling me close, “but now she’s gone.”

I don’t know how long we cried for, but it was for a long time.

I woke up the next morning, Luke was in our room, putting away the baby’s things, Calum was still thinking. “Morning Luke” I said, sitting up,

“Morning Jess” he smiled, putting the blanket in the bag, and then putting it in the cupboard. “He would do this most nights, while you were in hospital, when you kicked him out of the room, he would come home, bring out the brown bag, go through it all and just cry” he said, putting the bag back into the wardrobe. “Life is so unfair” he mumbled as he was walking out of the room.

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A few day later, the boys came over, we all drank, ate pizza and watched some movies.

By now were all had too much to drink, “LET’S PLAY TRUTH OR DARE!” Michael screamed, jumping up and down, we all sat down in a circle, and started doing dares.

By now we had all done some crazy things, Luke had to run up and down the stairs of the apartment building, only in his boxers, Ashton had a eat a whole pickle, but now it was Calum’s turn. “Who did you lose your virginity too?” Ashton asked,

“Beth” he said, laughing, I just stopped,

“Beth who?” I asked,

“Beth as in your best friend Beth” he was way too drunk.

“Jess” Michael whispered, the only partly sober one,

“I’ve had enough for tonight guys, night” I stood up and was walking away. I got changed in Calum’s and mine room, but I sleept in the spare bedroom tonight, I don’t think it would be nice to stay with Calum tonight.

A few hours later, I felt Calum crawl into bed, “Calum go to your own bed” I pushed him out,

“But you’re in here” he complained,

“I don’t care, go to your own bed” I turned over, bringing the blanket over my head,

“Night, love you” he kissed my forehead before heading out the door.

If only he knew what was going to happen to him tomorrow.

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