The Only One I Need

Introduction

well, hi. im caroline. im 13 and in 7th grade, well almost in 8th. anyways, happy new year. yes, 2013. a new start, i hope. im getting on the way to 8th grade with my friends hanna, carol, michelle, madeline, emilia, and adriana. of course, who can forget my best guy friends stephen, carl, joey, and my new friend matthew. i wanna have a new meaning to all our friendships. i don't wanna lose these guys, especially at the times im very bitchy, lol. if mean to you at times, it means that you're special friend. if im just plain mean, i freaking hate you with passion. that's not my point though. sooo. it all started...

it was the new year and i wanted to start out fresh but not with abigail. she was the meanest person i've ever met. just today she fought with me for the last 4 minutes of the science sit. dumb right? i know. anyways. joey, my bestest guy friend, i mean the 3rd cause the, 1st is carl and the 2nd is stephen. anyways, he's my bestest friend cause of all our memories, hugs, and stuff. he just made me feel not worthless, even though i didn't share secrets with him. he just made me laugh that's all. he was just fun to be around. i loved hanging out with him. then, that day... that day, i felt that i wanted us, joey and i, to be more than just best of friends.

so, joey, the guy im processing to like, is a-maz-ing, in my opinion otherwise. he was just perfectly imperfect to me. he just made me feel cool every time i was around him. my three friends, caroline, michelle, and hanna, always helped me out with joey. it wasn't easy though... he was a very complicated person. he wasn't very prone to suggestions and stuff. he more like speaks his mind person. he's never afraid to tell people what he thinks of them, even if it was bad or good (mostly bad. lol).

joey may have been cute and stuff but he wasn't all rainbows and unicorns, as girls describe their dreams. but abigail made it worse, she always wanted to know who i liked. she always annoyed me about my crush. she would always tell me how she trusted me about who she liked, but i didn't tell anyone to be honest. no matter how many times she fucking annoys me. but i had more than her to worry about. joey. joey. joey. joey. even his name was perfect. i just wished that sometimes he would still go to our school. i wished. a lot... especially if it was about him.