"We got into the car after escaping through the back door"
Just as the driver was about to start the car, apasiri appeared in front of it with her bodyguards, she was pointing her gun toward the car, he held me tightly against him. he signals his driver, whose hands is on the steering wheel, we reversed out of there and headed for the exit, when apasiri noticed what was happening, she started firing the gun at our car.
She clearly wanted joss to surrender to her, or probably hand me over to her, so she can finish what she started, when she didn't see that coming, she attacked us.
I started to shed tears silently after we escaped Apasiri, Tonight could have been the end of me, especially after i survived her devilish act Fifteen years ago, I silently bore the pain, my heart heavy with hidden anguish, i clenched my fist.
We were silent on the ride home, I was feeling embarrassed about wetting my pants in Joss's car, he stared silently at me, but I didn't look at his face at all, I continued to stare off into space.
I wasn't even properly dressed when Khaotung pushed me out of the house.
We got to First's home, the car stopped and I didn't even notice, I sat silently, staring off into space, The driver got down from the car to give joss and I some space to chat, I didn't notice all this.
Joss hugged me passionately, then slowly, I began to regain myself, tears ran down my cheeks, but I wipe the tears off immediately.
The number one rule is never to fall for the enemy, Rule number two is never to allow the Enemy to find out about the mission.
They rang in my ears, I Calmly pulled away from joss, I looked out of the car window and noticed I was home, I quickly went for the car door, but joss stopped me from leaving.
"Are you okay?"
He asked me with a soft and caring voice that could melt ice.
"I'm good"
I answered, without looking at him, I answered while looking straight ahead, my eyes were still wet from crying earlier, he stared at me silently, he held my hand and continued to play with it, i glanced at him and then looked away, Suddenly, his phone started to ring, he pulled his phone from his pocket, and glanced at it, he sighed, rejected the call, and dropped the phone.
I opened the car door and got out, he did same, I stopped walking and turned to face him.
"What do you want?"
I asked him, staring into his eyes.
"Do you have any questions about what you happened to witness?"
I cleared my throat after hearing that from him, I have a feeling he has already found out about my secret plans, The reverse is the case because of his question.
"You are in the mafia, it is what it is"
Those were the words that came out of my mouth, all I wish for now is for him to go away, and let me be.
"do you not recognize that woman?
He raised the Question that threw me off balance, my eyes were wide opened as i looked into his eyes, I was shaking, my hands couldn't stop, and my whole nervous system felt shaky. I was silent, I continued to search for the words to use but I didn't find any, he kept observing me, making me feel more uncomfortable.
"I..I ...dont know....I dont know what you are talking about?"
I stammered, he continued to stare at me, Suddenly he gave me a short smile, I forced a short smile too, then I looked away, avoiding his gaze.
"That was my mother earlier"
He said After, my eyes met his, desperately hiding the discomfort that threatened to break my composure, I do not know why he is letting out all this information to me, he keeps playing with my mind, One minute he acts oblivious to my intentions, and the next minute, he seems to know exactly what I'm up to.
"Why is your mummy angry with you?"
"She got angry because of how close I am to you"
"What have I done wrong to her? Is it because I obstructed the wrestling"
"Significantly bigger than that!"
He knows!, and I am sure now, his mom wants me dead, I stepped back a step at a time until I was leaning on the gate, finally allowing myself to breath, he moved closer to me and held my face as he speak to me, my heart was racing and I was trembling.
"What ...what do I do to make her stop being mad at me? I just want to work and get paid for my service"
I tried to hide my feelings, but they were written all over my face.
"Then make sure you are really working, you see, there is something that is so dear to me, and that is my family, I will never let them be harmed, I will fight to the last drop of my blood"
His words sent shiver down my spine, causing me to shed tears and feel a deep pain in my heart.
Feeling both betrayed and used, I carry the burden that my disobedience led to my parent's dead.
He is clearly rubbing it to my face, he is clearly telling it to my face that he learnt all my plans and it cant touch him? that is why he kept pushing to be close to me even when I didn't let him, he continued to push it, The game is on, I am ready for him, we will play this game and see the end of it.
I Continued to look him in the eyes as I kept wiping the tears off my face but it won't stop coming down, Suddenly, the driver walked closer to us.
"Sir, we have an Emergency"
Joss turned toward him, he showed him a video on his phone, I couldn't see the screen of the phone, but I heard a scream and the crying of a young lady, Seems like she was been abducted, and the person who did this did it to trigger Joss, it could be his mother, Joss gasped, I saw it, he was walking toward the car to leave, but then he stood on his track, he glanced at me, Suddenly, First walked out of the Gate.
"Gawin?!"
"First"
I called his name and hugged him immediately, with tears falling from my eyes, he noticed I was sad, he was curious, his eyes and Joss's met, Joss stood watching us, First pulled me from the hug calmly as he questioned me.
"Are you okay?"
I nod silently.
"Did he make you cry?"
Before I could even reply, First angrily tried to move close to joss, but I stopped him.
"Why are you still here? Leave. Stay away from Gawin"
Joss tried to move closer to first in anger, but then, he was stopped by The driver, who whispered words into his ear, probably about the Emergency he mentioned earlier, joss walked away after he glanced at me.
He walked to his car, and the guard held the door for him, he got into the car and drove off.
