CHAPTER 1 - PRUDENCE

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Ohio always smelled like dust and disappointment.

Not in a dramatic way-just in the quiet, lingering way of a place where nothing ever changed. The same cracked sidewalks. The same peeling paint on the diner sign. The same people who'd lived here since high school and would die here without ever seeing anything else.

Prudence Hale had spent twenty‑one years breathing that air, waiting for something to happen to her. Something big. Something that would make all the hours she spent reading under blankets and dreaming of other lives feel like preparation instead of delusion.

But nothing ever did.

Not until Cambridge.

She stood in her childhood bedroom now, the one with the slanted ceiling and the wallpaper she'd peeled off in strips when she was twelve and bored. Two suitcases sat open on her bed-one already zipped, the other half‑filled with books she couldn't bear to leave behind.

Her strawberry‑blonde hair fell in a long, soft curtain down her back as she leaned over the suitcase, trying to decide if she really needed three copies of the same poetry anthology. She did. Obviously.

"Pru?" a small voice whispered from the doorway.

She turned.

Buddy stood there in dinosaur pajamas, Tank the stuffed triceratops tucked under his arm. His brown eyes were wide, already glossy with the tears he'd been trying to hide all week.

Her heart cracked in the same place it always did when she looked at him.

"Hey, Bud," she said softly, sitting on the edge of the bed and opening her arms.

He rushed into her like he always did-full force, no hesitation. She wrapped him up, breathing in the scent of kid shampoo and crayons.

"You don't have to go," he mumbled into her shirt.

"I do," she whispered into his hair. "But I'll come back. And you'll visit. And I'll call every day."

"You promise?"

"I swear."

He nodded, but she could feel the tremble in his small body. He was the only person in this house who would truly miss her. The only one who saw her, really saw her.

Their parents loved them, of course. But love didn't pay bills or fix exhaustion.

Her mom was probably still at her second cleaning job, scrubbing someone else's kitchen floor until her knees ached. Her dad was likely at the dealership, trying to sell a car to someone who'd already decided they couldn't afford it.

They were good people. Just tired ones.

Prudence had learned early not to add to their weight.

Buddy pulled back, wiping his nose with the back of his hand. "Will there be dinosaurs in England?"

She smiled. "Probably not real ones."

"But maybe bones?"

"Definitely bones."

That seemed to satisfy him. He climbed onto her bed, watching her pack with the solemnity of someone witnessing a historic event.

"You're gonna be the smartest person there," he said.

She snorted. "I doubt that."

"I don't."

And that-right there-was why leaving hurt so much.

Buddy believed in her more than she believed in herself.

She zipped the suitcase closed and sat beside him, letting the quiet settle. Outside, a train horn echoed across town, long and lonely. The same sound she'd heard every night of her life.

Tomorrow, she'd hear something different.

Tomorrow, she'd be on a plane.

Tomorrow, she'd be in London.

The thought made her stomach twist-not with fear, but with something sharper. Anticipation. Hunger. A sense that she was stepping into the life she'd always been meant to live.

She didn't know what Cambridge would be like. She didn't know if she'd make friends or if her American accent would make her stick out like a sore thumb. She didn't know if she'd be good enough.

But she knew she had to try.

She owed that much to the girl who'd spent her childhood hiding in the library, reading Austen and Brontë and Dickinson like they were maps to a world she wasn't sure she'd ever reach.

She owed it to the girl who'd never been kissed, never been chosen, never been looked at like she was anything more than the quiet, nerdy Hale girl with too many books and not enough confidence.

She owed it to herself.

Buddy leaned against her shoulder. "Will you read to me tonight?"

"Of course."

She reached for the worn copy of Jane Eyre on her nightstand. The spine was cracked, the pages soft from years of turning. She'd read it a hundred times, but tonight it felt different. Final. Sacred.

She opened to the first page and began to read, her voice low and steady.

Buddy relaxed beside her, Tank tucked under his chin.

Halfway through the chapter, she paused, staring at the words without seeing them.

In less than twenty‑four hours, she would be somewhere else entirely.

Somewhere bigger.

Somewhere older.

Somewhere she could finally become the version of herself she'd always imagined.

She didn't know that someone was already waiting for her there.

Someone who would see her the moment she stepped onto campus.

Someone who would study her the way she studied books.

Someone who would decide-quietly, instantly, irrevocably-that she was his.

She didn't know that her life was about to split into two parts:

Before Lucian Langford.

And after.

But she would.

Soon.

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